ok...tell me why the fck can't i go out tonight?! geez...i didnt even do anything and i have to stay home! shit! times like these remind me why i love berkeley so much and why i wanted to move away in the first place! fckN shit! i'm soo pissed off right now! jksdafjl;asjdglkasdjgli;f....i swear...i'm tired of all this double standard bullshit...it's alright with me if i can't go out...but what pisses me off is the fact that my bro can get in trouble and get grounded and still be able to go out! WTF?! i didnt even do shit! maaan!

note to you all you boys...be glad youre not a filipino girl! it sucks ass!

madel...i guess i feel you more now...things are NOT the same anymore with some friends...hmm...my best friend didnt even know i was back until today...sucks huh?! what are you suppose to say to that? i dont know...i miss high school where friendships were more real and easier to keep...makes you think about who really is there for you...