nothingness

i feel like a blob. saturday i sat around, napped, recovered from staying up all week for no real reason. sunday sat around bc...i just didnt wanna do homework.

at least some good things came out of this weekend: chit chatted with good ol' brian. don't think ive seen this guy since second year when he was our source for beverages and now we're loungin' sipping legally. went jogging...didn't last long but it's a start!

im bored, well lazy actually and my head hurts. plus job hunting still sucks. whatever..bye bitches. hopefully ill get to sleep at a decent time tonight so i can study all day tomorrow.

no clubbing this weekend?! :)

finally because im over it.

my first "movie night in the park" was just splendid. families, friends, couples...it was just good vibes all around. and what better movie to watch than the classic "sixteen candles." i wouldnt mind do this again :)

also spent a sunday afternoon at the beach. tanning?? haha...not really. and thats a good thing.

i also started reading. i know, big shocker.

yaaaaaay-yah!

so my dumbass never kept up with rapid rewards my whole college career and yet, there has been a miracle. i was able to add past flights to my new rapid rewards account and now have a free flight! thank the Lord for emailed flight confirmations :)

i take it back

the last entry that is...haha, emotions are too high right now. i blame it on the estrogen.

im seriously addicted to painting my nails :x im never that girly!

did you know that hershey's kisses have different phrases written on that little strip of paper now? kinda like fortune chocolates but not really. guess what mine said today? "i miss you" heh...puuuurfect.

im never buying a bag of picos again..theyre dangerous to my health.

18 fricken days...here we go. id like to think of it as a good segway into the real shit.

i wanna read but am too lazy to go to the library to get books. HAHA.

"it ain't that bad"

that's what i keep telling myself hoping that one of these days i'll actually believe it.

5 1/2 weeks left of summer school - 2 1/2 weeks mike is vacationing in tahiti = 3 weeks left to savor independent living (somewhat) and give or take 6 days left to spend with mike since i only see him on the weekends

dramatic much? yea, you would be too.

i don't know why i write about him, he doesn't write about me in his xanga :crying:

HAHA jp im not crying. im just bored...and sad.

at least i love my classes this summer :)

bars-bees-ques

never been to so many bbqs in my life.

1. we hosted a little shindig at the apt in which we had a little reunion thang goin on. i must give props to retrospect4life for handling the corn like no other.
2. LPG's event on the rooftop where i ate one rib and 2 slices of cucumber.
3. mari's, aka pilipinas cause her ass was squatting washing dishes up on the water pump when we got there(hahah jp bitch, love ya!)where we jumped like mexican beans in the astro jump. i was sweat-N'!
4. part II at the apt with my aybaybaybay :) hahahah.

amidst all this food i managed to learn a couple of things, first...karma aint no lie. second...uh, nevermind ;p

i figured it out

long distance sucks..especially when youre only ten minutes away.

errr.. i just wanna move back home with a job waiting for me, a nice car to drive to that job, apply to nursing school, get into a nursing school, graduate, and marry a hot doctor that's going to buy me any puppy i want. that's the plan for the next five years or so because fck, by then ill be 28 years old :(

hey employers, fuckin hire me already...or at least give a girl a damn interview!

on brighter note, i love this picture because it's the epitome of summer: colors, family, and sun...not to mention caroline is hella smiling