home.

feels good don't it?

hilarious times the last night catching up with norwin, madel's mike, kay ann (aww roomie), and jelly...hahah, i crack up just thinking about it.

i thought i was the last one in berk but it turns out erin was on my flight...yay for friends. boo to random air-sickness. i was bout to throw up, seriously. who the heck throws up on a 1 hr 20 min flight?

our pool is done but useless for the next month until we figure out why it doesnt heat up.

had a dentist appointment this morning...gosh i freakin hate goin there. fo-REAL.

haven't talked to mike for more than a minute the past couple days. he's in vegas :( but soon he'll be in sd with me :)

Christmas came too fast this year...riiight??!

new fave hawaiin song: drop baby drop by the Mana'o Company

miss me?

yea, it's been awhile and so much of nothing has happened.

Mission Concert is over...had some great new comers. watching the slideshow about last year's mission actually made me tear, seriously. my second chance is gone...one day though, i promise myself i will attend the medical mission. tell me why though, i fell asleep during the last act and everyone and their mommas saw me with my legs sprawled out. bejaine woke me up when everyone was already out of their seat leaving the auditorium, how embarrassing :/

too much time spent in dwinelle though...for the past three weeks it's been the same routine. wake up at 10, dwinelle at 11, home at 1:30am. thank God for this laptop...i dont know how id get through all these damn papers without it. i seriously LOVE MY LAPTOP.

ugh, cant wait til tuesday. gimme some homecooked pilipino food!

i'm always the last one done with finals. ALWAYS.

about to fall asleep in heller lounge

i pretty much lived in dwinelle this past week. i am completely and utterly tired and it's not even close to being over.

are we in midterm season? cause for the first time ever, this doesnt feel like the last week of school.

i have good news. it's possible to have fun when youre the only one sober.

im tired of writing..bye.

to the left, to the left..

i think every girl is attached to that song right now, including me. i also think that every guy hates that song. haha, well sorry for ya!

err im soo frustrated right now it aint funny. i suck at writing papers.

i think i really grew out of berkeley. i feel bad for hating on it, but shit...im more than ready to graduate. on a happier note, one more week of school and two weeks of finals ahead...almost home free.

since mission is out of the question, how bout a trip to the east coast? NY, New Haven (just cause sherlyn is there), jersey...lets fuckin do it. i feel like everyone is out and about except me.

tonight is mari's party...dun dun duuuun. for sure it wont be a replay of last year...for sure.

somebody tell me why this girl is so grown now?!

no title

first of all, storytime: so passing through the security in the airport, i get stopped and they have to search my carry-ons. im thinkin, wtf do i have? well the guy opens my back pack and pulls out 3 of the most randomest things ever for a traveler to carry: a can of corn beef, a can of progresso soup, and a can of ligo sardines. i totally forgot i had those and he goes, uh, dont think youre allowed to bring these. geez, i was so embarrassed. i wasnt able to bring an extra suit case of food this time so i just grabbed those on my way out the house. HAHA. luckily they let me keep the cans.

oh gosh, kill me now. life sucks...papers, no mission (again?!), and the living situation still stinks (literally). i know other people have it worse, so ill just shut the fuck up right now.

at least i love my haircut?

seeeeYA.

chillin at the holiday innnn

haha siiike. feels damn good to be home though. i love my clean granny room, clean water to drink, and most especially a clean kitchen. geez, i hate my apartment. maybe thats why im so emo in berk?? it makes home feel like a hotel.

so thanksgiving is over already? dammit. black friday was cool. spent so much on so little. i need a haircut.

these next two weeks i have 3 papers due. ay nakU.

i love this clip from americas funniest home videos, my fave is the angry indian.


enjoy the rest of break cause berkeley is about to be hell til Christmas...well for me at least.

She's GONE

my mom calls me 8:30AM to inform me of her decision to rid my life of my beloved turtle because apparently no one is taking care of her at home. "im going to give it to the mexiCAN worker," are her words exactly. how mean is that? she couldnt even wait til i got home on wednesday. i swear i would have cried my eyes out if i wasnt out with people. i did kinda tear when my sister confirmed that she was gone.

this brings me back to sixth grade when i arrived home from school to find my backyard empty. my dad gave away the dog i begged and cried for. didnt even tell me ahead of time. "the dog is gone, i gave it to the shelter," were his exact words.

so here's to Oreo and Baby Love...my favorite pets of all time.

bHetches

6:30pm-
jelly: i kinda want a beer. wanna go?
jenn: nah, i need to finish a draft.

7pm-
jelly: guuuesss whaaat?! mari is coming!
jenn: serious?! daamn it...uh, i really need to study.

7:30pm-
jelly: guuuesss whaaat?! katrina is coming!
jenn: ahh fuck. us four AGAIN??! err...fiiine!

bitch love...seriously keeps me going.


thanks ya'll for lifting my spirits <3 good to know we can meet up weeks after not seeing each other and laugh like we never stopped.

is it time to go home yet?

i have major shit to do...but am i working as hard as i could? no.

my cousin said it best; "i deleted my myspace because i spend more time looking at pictures than i do writing my paper." i think we should all take that into consideration. or maybe im the only loser out there that looks at facebook and myspace 20 times a day?

i haven't been so hungry lately. its gotta be the stress.

i hate this semester in all aspects. "should've, could've, would've" (ok, that MAY be an overstatement.)

dont be idle.

i loooooove it!

finally got a laptop :)

pandora.com

im addicted. partly because i dont have my own music and partly because i hear new songs that i quickly fall in love with and i wish i was on my own laptop so i could download them.

yea, need to fix the comp situation asap cause papers are creeping up on me too soon.

berkeley is cold ss a mother right now and it irritates the shit out of me.

sooo emo.

new song on repeat: "take me" by teedra moses
ok maybe not on repeat, more like waiting for pandora to play it.

...and i hate waiting.

ps. sorry sherlyn, you suck. haha jp. and good job to mari for figuring it out.

all i want is....banana pancakes

so i have this new found theory....that r_____s have a one year warrenty. am i right? OR AM I RIGHT?!

KIPs again last night? geez, i feel like such a regular. half good times. but definitely great seeing everyone. jelly was bout to beat up some guy for me. now thats some bitch love for ya.

went shopping today :) perfect remedy for water in the eyes.

i hate being computer-less.

i hate other things too :/

like i said before, things ALWAYS happen to me

i tried to be a good girl and did my paper on sunday so i could study all day on monday, but my luck wouldnt let it happen and my computer just HAD to crash right before i printed it. sucks to be me. so i had til midnight last night to retype the whole thing. it got done and i went straight to henrys to celebrate.

random: i hate plucking my eyebrows. how do some girls have the patience to do it every morning? i do it...every week. but right now its been a week and a half. gross.

happy birthday sherlyn!

what a boring weekend

but what do you expect from a girl with a midterm and a paper due on the same day??

dwinelle is my new favorite place to study. it's quiet, you can eat, and you can answer you cell phone without having to whisper or step out (the latter does really pertain to me)the only downside is that the bathrooms are beyoooood disgusting. if i were a janitor i wouldn't clean that shit (literally) up either.

mike and i had an adventure and made some lasagna from scratch. cute huh? haha.

watching 07's senior show made me feel old and sad. old because i am and sad because i missed my own class.

speaking of class, i have the most interesting assignment for an essay. a bus ride to oakland...you'd definitely be surprised by what i discovered. oh world, you are more than fucked up.

doot da doot da dooooo.

ps. i bought my Cal umbrella and i promise you the instant i signed that receipt the rain stopped. now the sun is shining and i have yet to use it. again...oh world, you are fucked up.

ive just been thinking...

question: have you ever gotten bundled up for the day anticipating the cold weather, but when you step outside you think, "fck, it aint even THAT cold." ???

that happened to me today...but then as i was walking i thought, "Hmm, maybe it's not THAT cold because i AM bundled up."

interesting huh?

anyways..the rain is here and i have no umbrella. so maybe ill splurge and get a Cal one. or...maybe not.

weekend's over already?!

how sad.

the long awaited visit of madel finally came. sushi double date was yummy. talked shit about my apartment while the roomies were home...not good. sake lab...SUCKS! never going there again. dj played every fckin song twice within 2 hours? a bunch of short ass asians? people having sex on the dance floor? HELL NO. i think the highlight of the night was meeting captain pilipino america. oh, and my bubble jacket that everyone laughed at. but ya'll KNOW you were jealous when i was warm while eating my halo-halo. hey madel, we need to do a replay when you come back cause that kinda sucked.

jelly comes back and the car goes bye bye soon :( but yaay for jelly coming back :)

too much reading to do.

november already? holy shit.

no plans for halloween. boo. no pun intended. (did i use that right??)

k gotta research. later gator haters.

good thing? bad thing...

ive never had so many, or pretty much ALL, of my midterms/papers pushed back from their initial dates before...geez. it screws up my ENTIIIIIRE schedule.

my life is a BIG fat BLUR

but then again, there goes the age-old saying: "everything happens for a reason."

DAMMIT!! this entry was suppose to be a happy one. i think im suffering from minor emotional distress...as shown in my attitude. sorry for being so mean :/

here's something funny--> while purchasing my ticket home for thanksgiving, the guy asked for my home address and i totally forgot :x

life is full of disappointments....

and so are people.

but then life goes on.

finally went shopping. came home with one pair of new jeans...im satisfied :) i should really get over this jean fetish cause it costs waaay too much. hmm, actually im not satisfied cause i still wanna shop. perhaps when im not looking so hard to buy something. or when im in a better mood.

having a car in berkeley is fun. but definitely not worth the 64 bucks, thats for a parking permit and a damn parking ticket i got on the first night. what a waste of money....seriously. shoulda took advantage of the car and went some where...SIGH, oh well.

despite all this, at least i had a fun thursday night :) ohhh, how i miss dancing. and i cant forget that i got to see some bitches for a hot second.

i feel like my blog has been such a downer lately. next entry, i promise will be a fun one.

for now, this girl makes me smile:


check out my dad giving her 40 bucks for her birthday. cracks me up.

the sun wll come out...tomorrow

today was/is a bad day.

i have access to a car for a week and no where to go.

im missing caroline's princess party.

bye.

NERD

one of my new favorite things to do: print my paper.

HE made my week

no, not mike. YES!....for all of you that may have forgotten about him, he was on road rules semester at sea (still my favorite season). shit, now that i think of it. that was when i was in high school and he was at berkeley. now, im almost done with berkeley and he's still here? i dont care how old he is, he's still hella hot. i remember seeing him freshmen year, haha, remember girls? thanks to an overpacked bus, my body brushed up against his. MUHAHAHA.

tough week ahead. cant wait til thursday : /

ps.
dear mike,
dont worry, youre still my #1.

here it goes again...

i HATE school. i know i dont really have the right to complain, but shit sucks.

ive been in a horrible mood all day...

#1 i especially hate my teachers for ES 130AC. i like to think that everything IS and CAN be perfect. he makes me feel horrible. talk to anyone in the class, they agree. as if we're all guilty and should not be allowed to live in comfort because EVERYTHING we do is racist. from watching football games (yet he continues to applaud the cal football players in our class), to sipping on lattes while people are dying in Iraq. what the fuck does he want us to do? quit everything we're doing and talk about how wrong the world is? how about fuckin solutions bitch?! we know racism exists, and instead of preaching to us about it, teach me a thing or two about how we can be pro-active. i hate him...worst teacher ever.

#2 is it really fair that my GSI is a journalist major who grades in class midterms? i hate him too.

#3 dumb bus driver wouldnt let a blind women get on the bus because we were already leaving? uh...NO. we were at a fuckin stoplight. YET he allows some fool to ride the bus for free because he said he had no money?? so why is it the same fool is holding a pack of cigarettes?


i hate people right now, or actually, im just mad about my midterm.

ps. #4 why must the ASUC store discontine their stock of chocolate covered gummy bears? i remember when those used to make my day.

feelin...bitchy

maybe its because of the paper i have due and im only halfway done with the book. thus my missing PAHC's annual clubbing event. heh, those are always memorable.

maybe its because im hungry. im always hungry these days. and i swear i spend as much as a make. why? because im ALWAYS hungry and run out of food. havent even bought anything nice for myself. sad.

had dinner with mari and jelly the other night at a cool sushi place. we ate like monsters. spent the night hanging in mari's room like teenagers (i say that bc we are soon to be in our mid-2os) and made some COOL secret plans for december. i cant wait! i love her little sister. i need to think of a name for her...


mike p. and norwin visited my apartment and chilled at my mike's place cause he has cable and i dont.

in other news, i got it :) but for some reason, im feeling anxious. its a good anxious though...

oh geez, im freakin hungry.

i have funny stories about other people:
1. mike fell off his skateboard the other night and the apple in his backpack cracked in half.
2. chris rombaoa has a look-alike...ask me and ill tell you who to search. trust me, you'll crack up for daaays.
3. a phone call with mike:
j-hey what are you doing?
m-counting quarters
i go to his place later and he has all his coins layed out on the carpet and a couple rolled into his makeshift coin rolls


one year later...and he still cracks me up every freakin day with "no no" drama :D

i need more weekends like this :)

finally went to pyramids after hearing so much about it. my thoughts? EH. calamari was good :)

spent the saturday taking advantage of mike. (haha, that sounded wrong and i was gonna retype it...but hey, thats how it came out the first time) ran some much needed errands. finally got a new printer that i thought i desperately needed, but now i find myself with nothing to print : / then went to ranch 99 to buy some REAL food. ie pilipino soy sauce, vinegar, those cracker nuts, shrimp chips and tocino :) i hate kikoman. which reminds me, i still have one more plum left that i want to eat while i type. BRB. k got it.

so it turns it out cousin roland was in the bay with some friends so i visited him at his hilton suite in SF and chilled for a bit before heading to the bars in north beach. had some good DRUNKEN times with start, maybelle, jelly, gabe, and his friends...including anthony. haha. oh maan...twas a great night. like i said before, its been sooo long....i loved it.

yesterday was a good day

1) midterm 1 over

2) jelly and i ran into katrina and tiffany. yaaay, FRIENDS! haha. we were too damn excited for our own good. i think we're all feeling a little lonely these days :(

3) bears lair with bejaine and jelly. that girl cracks me up without even trying.

3) PAHC meeting was cuute. i think its only with PAHC people that i feel comfortable being a **ahem**5th year**ahem**senior.

4) mission 2 accomplished ;p

sidetracked

today i was eating lunch by myself at arinell pizza when the berkeley high kids come in for their own lunch. a group of boys come in, order their pizza and sit next to me. i notice one of the kids didnt order anything. its soo sad, it breaks my heart when i see kids with no lunch at school and they just sit there pretending theyre arent hungry when their friends offer food. sitting there feeling soo bad i promised myself that ill pack my own kids an extra lunch or two for those kids that dont have food. i also feel bad for kids who walk home...so when i see kids walking home from school, i think ill offer them a ride home (unless they live like 3 blocks away).

i stole green tea from work today :x i need it to stay up to study for my midterm on thursday.

went to ghiradelli for dessert on friday with mike and jordan...it was Mmm, Mmm gooood. i want another banana split.

im soo boring. i havent used my camera in forEVeeeeeR. hey guys, gimme a reason to!

i miss my caroline


and i miss my half-decorated, granny-style room, with my ceramic jack russel.

disclaimer: i had nothing to do with the decor. the only say i had was choosing my bedspread. my stupid sister got the princess bed : / SIGH, its cause im the middle child.

it's definitely the PMS

haha..mike knows all about it. been soo freakin irritated and emo lately and the cramps dont help at all.

today mari called me and amidst our conversation she told me about a new drink to get at the bar. first thought was..."damn, when's the next time im gonna go to the bar?" i MISS the days when the girls would randomly hang out at thalassas, jupiter, our apartment, wherever and just...drink. we both were like, "its been sooooo long!" haha....those were definitely the days. i wanna be belligerant again.

today i watched the new greys anatomy with my roomates and their friends. i remember watching tv with madel and sherlyn. it was our time to just chill, laugh, hate on each other....whatever. i MISS the days when we would just hang out in the apartment and be lazy. i wanna laugh so hard my stomach hurts and i cant breathe again.

today mike asked what was going on tonight cause it was thursday and i always have something to do. i MISS having something to look forward to every weekend. whether it was a party, going to SF, a PAHC event..it didnt matter cause i always had plans. i MISS being busy with things to do other than school. i think i just wanna re-live last year all over again.

dont get me wrong, ive been having fun doing my thing but i admit sometimes i wish i had the people i had last year by my side.

me and jelly are lonely :( haha...soooooooo dramatic!

things on my mind...

first of all, the job situation is cool...but not. i like the job, i like the people. but should i be concerned that ALL female workers happen to be asian? it's a small business run by an older white male. Hmm...i admit it is a little awkward. as long as im not being discriminated against, it should be ok right?? im just gonna do what jelly said and take advantage of it. cause hey, thats the real world.

marine world was EH. maybe i hyped it up a little too much for me? got there an hour and a half late, stood in line another 1hr 30min to see danity kane. they only performed for 20 minutes but it was still hella fun. so after that i only got to go on one ride, and it wasnt even the good one :( and then ate funnel cake. i swear it feels like i wasnt even there. SIGH, now i know what people mean when they say marine world aint that cool. but shit, didnt have to burst my bubble. at least i ended the night with a drunken call from one of my favorite drunkyards! haha.

last night we had some good food with all of mike's BOYfriends. emphasizing boys because majority of the time im the only girl. it has its pros and cons.

so it turns out im interning for PAHC again. even went to the pahcing session on saturday. it was a mini-reunion with 5/8 of the people being core alum. i seriously heart those people :) my only hesitation? fear of comparing old core and new core.

and now? maybe im just PMSing but i feel overwhelmed all of sudden. BLEH.

in the library

the weekend was extremely cold. today is extremely warm. i am in a sweater. so i state again, i hate berkeley weather!

it's 1:06pm and at 2pm i have my first job interview eveeeeeer. it's a simple job that entails making phone calls to other businesses, nonetheless its a job and the only people that got back to me. not to mention the $12/hr aint too shabby. ahh...i hope i get the job. i need the money to help my parents out, even though they dont know im applying for work. i think ill tell them....tax season? haha jp. if i never mention this job again...you shall neither. (ie. i didnt get hired)

anyways...time to get professional and change my clothes. later gators.

ps. 5 more daaaays!

EDIT:
I am now employed as an appointment setter (aka telemarketer) :D yaaay...my first job EVeeeR! and i found out that after 30 days my salary goes up to $14/hr..plus whatever commission i make. i must say it feels good to be employed.

it's baaaAAAaaaack :(

i hate berkeley weather. it was doing soo well too! it's too cold to study. does that make sense? actually its just an excuse ;p

k. since im already in the library, i guess ill study. bye.

something to finally cross off the list...

i'm going to marine world!!!!!!!!!

....and going to see danity kane!!!!!!!!!!!

scion night at marine world next friday with performances, including danity kane. im sooo effin excited you cant even imagine :D and all this for freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. thank you KMEL!

the deal was to test drive a scion at a toyota dealership and get two free tix, so we went down there with the quickness. the guy didnt want all five of us to test drive so he just gave us a bunch of extra tickets.

from now until marine world its going to be....
We in the car, we ride sloooooow
We doin' things that the girls don't dooooo
The boys stare, we smile back
All my girls in the rainbow Cadillacs, yeeeeeeeeeeah

random crack ups

-berkeley students are such characters. there's folks protesting for people to stop flyering on sproul. hahaha...crazy fuckers.

-i walk into safeway and BAM....theres a stand for samples of mike's lemonade margarite mix. wtf?? i dont know bout ya'll, but i find that just a little bit odd.

-safeway now sells Jufran Banana Sauce...about effin time! now, when's the tocino gonna come?

-jelly drunk at top dog, she thanks the guy in portugese and he replies back in another language.
jelly: "what's that?"
guy: "chinese"
jelly: while putting her hand up and with attitude, "oh, i dont know that." then walks away.

-while "sexy love" is playing:
mike: "dang, you love this song huh?"
me: "yea, i wish my boyfriend would dedicate it to me."
mike: "I DID YOU HO!"
haha..what a sweetheart.

THE END.

school's cool

so far so good...i like my classes a lot. no science classes feels sooo good!

went to bears lair on monday with the alkies of the class of 07'...dang, i really dont think kings cup will ever get old.

last night visited david's ghetto-fab apartment and headed then jelly and i headed to henrys with mike's friends. partied it up like old times :)

umm...oh yea, i got a new cell! i finally have a camera phone. haha, like 3 years later.

and today i got to meet up with the 706 princesses. no more triple date :( i love how 4 years later i can still meet up with the dorm roomies and talk like theres no tomorrow...about boys of course ;p

and i guess thats it? i think i had more to write when i was bored out of my mind. crazy.

(question: why do things always have to happen to me?? i swear i have the worst luck in the world.)

YaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaH!

last night mari and jelly were kind enough to visit my lonely ass. i heart them :)

and now...jelly is going to save me from misery and take me to san diego with her :D

haha...so no more complaining! END SCENE ;P

:sneeeeze:

ive been blogging because i have no one else to talk to....so fuck off. well actually, in reality im doing us (the reader and i) a favor by giving us both something to do.

i just wanted to share with the world that ive suddenly fallen ill. where did this come from? must be the weather change....or lonliness. whatever the reason is, i hope my voice turns raspy :)

these first couple weeks are gonna be tough. like today for instance, running into someone i know and having to explain to them why im here. heck if i know myself! : / but then i started looking at nursing schools today and i remembered why.

i hate sneezing but i like the after feeling....its refreshing. riiiiight??! very very cleansing.

k thats it for now, be back tomorrow bitches!

no life..

so im attempting to write my resume and everything is going well until i get to "interests." im like..."uhh, myspace? facebook? laguna beach? ....hanging with my bitches??" haha....geez, how sad.

today this girl asked me where crossroads was at. poor girl, first week at berkeley and no one to eat with. i should have been like, ill show you if you swipe me in. haha.

mike's hamstes effin STINK. does anyone wanna come over and clean their cage for me? im kinda traumatized by dwarf hamsters cause when we used to have some, they used to bite like crazy.

my mom said our big turlte died. hopefully baby love isnt next.

im bored. roommates still not around. at least it gives me plenty of time to study..heh, yea right. i wanna go to the city and shop.

ps. this has got to be theeee sloooooooooowest week of my life.

and so it begins...senior year part dalawa

parentals dropped me off last night. no one was here. no one is still here. i hate being alone...even at allston. and here i am, ALONE, in a unfamilar apartment. i admit, i kinda teared here and there and didnt sleep a wink last night. SIGH. "it just takes time, it just takes time"

at least i got to see mike last night? :) but now he's off in cancun with his family for a week :(

thank God for this computer because i think it will be my best friend this week. just me, my computer....and mike's hamsters.

(sorry for the emo-ness...but i really am just SAD right now so if you're bored, call me!!)

feeling a little bit of everything

first of all...friday night dinner and a movie with the roomies was a freakin blast. i think i finally found a worthy sushi place in san diego...sushi deli too. it was two hours of laughing our heads off, good food, and 4 rounds of sake. im glad for the alcohol cause then i dont think i would have told them how much im going to miss their annoying bitchasses....and how much i love them. i almost started crying in the restaurant...hahah. no really though, seriously....i dont know how im going to survive without madel and sherlyn. we've been through four years together and somehow went from familar faces at morse to best friends....sisters. k, imma stop before i start crying. we're big girls now...time to cut the umbilical cord. but no matter what, i feel like every time we get together from this point on will be just like friday night....good times.

second of all...i leave to move back to berk on saturday. why does it feel like freshman year all over again? the hesitation, uncertainty....fear. SIGH. maybe now would be a good time to start gathering all my stuff together. oh berkeley, its a love/hate thing.

third...i see mike in exactly two weeks. there goes something that will make me :)

FINALLY it's Saturday

i have my last final for the summer in 4 hours....yessss! i just realized that this whole week ive been sleeping at 1am, waking up at 6am, and taking no naps during the day. now, im completeley and utterly DRAINED. i think ill treat myself to a grande java chip frap with no whip before i head over to ucsd....sounds like a plan, a yummy one :)

i think im more excited to sell my books back, my wallet has been cash deficient this whole summer.

next on the agenda: GREs!!

home stretch...

here goes my last week of summer school. peace out ucsd! though i have to admit i did meet one of the best teachers in college...EVER. i dont think ive ever been inspired by one of my teachers, but this guy does it. "Discomfort is a form of learning." also...who would have known that i liked ethnic studies? i love the way it forces you to form opinions, to think for yourself, to feel "ok" even when your answer is wrong because you thought of it yourself....something science doesnt allow you to do. i'm not hating on science, but it does feel refreshing to think in another light.

ahhh...i canNOT wait to be on my own and making my own money. i canNOT wait til i get that masters in nursing and be named Jennifer Alberto Obaña, NP. because no matter what, i will get there...and thats a promise.




oh yea, and i really want a dog.

my fulfilling weekend...

i love it when berk folks come to visit...always good times. had some happy hour action in downtown and then threw ourselves a bonfire on friday night. things got heated around the fire...muahahha. good friends having good convos with cups of sangria all around...one of the most chill nights ive had in awhile. saturday was madel's grad party where once again the berkeley kids handled the beer situation. hey guys, i think we're addicted to kings cup.

the weather lately has been one sticky situation though. i love being out with no jacket, but HATE the humidity. yuck.

this was probably one of the last events to look forward to this summer...besides moving back up to berkeley. and lately ive been thinking a lot about how different life is going to be without some of the best people i know....gets me all sad and shit :(

on one last note....myspace is having a power outage. wtf am i suppose to do now?!

woke up feeling BLEH. just thought id let you know.

cant wait for laguna beach tonight (the only break ill be taking). i love LC.

the fruits of procrastination are BITTER!

this week sucks assssssssssssss...stank ass too. i have a midterm tomorrow and a 5 page paper due thursday of which i have NOT started on :(

lesson learned: im sitting in class half listening and half thinking about how much crap i have to do when i get home. the teacher is lecturing..yada yada yada...and poses a question to the class. in response, i shake my head "yes" to act like im listening and actually give a fck at the moment. he sees my nod, then points at me and asks, "why do you think so?" as im giving my (wrong) bullshit, yet intelligent sounding answer, im thinking the whole time in my head, "FUUUUUUUUUCK!" hahah...im never EVER going to nod my head in class EVER again. did i mention i was in the front row? :(

current addiction: starbucks java chip frap with no whip and coffee flavored frap in the bottle...ive become a regular at the ucsd sunshine store every morning at 11am.

looking forward to: seeing all my berk folks on saturday :)

the days go by slow, but the weeks go by fast

make any sense? well thats how life feels right now. all i do is drive to school, eat, and read every dang day. suuuuuuuuuuuucks.

so ucsd has made me appreciate berkeley a lot more...the small, close-knit campus, the beautiful architecture and history, the many places to eat...i cant believe im saying this, but i kinda love berkeley. (hopefully that sticks for awhile)

this past saturday was chris' grad party where the "party-girl-jenn express" was in full running. i swear all we did was laugh non-stop...soo much laughing going on that we were too tired to hit the bars after. damn old-folks :(

hmm...im lazy now. bye.

laughing is contagious

im sitting at ucsd's giesel library right now and im surrounded by dorks who keep laughing aloud at whatever theyre looking at online. hahha.....made me smile and chuckle just a little. now i feel like a dork. hahahha.

a real post later.....

REWIND...

heh, i wish. did we just have a vacation in berkeley? sure doesnt feel like it. didnt do anything too extravagent, but it was mucho fun nonetheless just chillen and rotting while getting some shit done. some events and things i learned....

-chris is dangerously addicted to coffee.
-sherlyn seriously needs a hearing aid.
-there are A LOT of unanswered questions out there....ie. why is the 405 called the san diego freeway when it doesnt even touch san diego?
-sitting around having a beer with friends and talking about 'what youre doing now' makes you feel old.
-tuesday nights at henrys are always fun. (mari was a major heartbreaker that night)
-babysitting sherlyn is hard work. hahah.
-D&A cafe in chinatown is the chinese version of lucky chances
-LA traffic sucks
-there are still a FEW good ppl out there...such as the guy who told us that chris's gas tank cover was dangling on the side of the truck. haha
-found an apt...telegraph and parker. this should be interesting being that ive been a spoiled bitch living in berkeley for the past 4 years.

lastly...some things you will just never understand no matter how hard you try. kinda sucks.

and now, for your viewing pleasure:
the girls at henrys


mike can finally go out with me....good thing?? haha sike JP


me and my new ladybug friend rylee


mike and his new toy. glad the driving all over san diego was worth it. now instead of walking beside me, he skates beside me. at least he still holds my hand :)


this is probably going to be one of my last blogs for the summer since i start summer school on monday....sucks for me, but maybe more for you. haha...later bitches.

cant wipe the smirk off my face

right now...i DONT miss mike.

cause im in berkeley with him :) haha..laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame.

so chris, sherlyn, and i drove 10 hours on sunday to handle some business and cure our lovesickness. can you imagine how good it feels? betcha cant....and i also bet you cant guess where we're all staying...............muahahhaha. lets just say we all went our seperate ways ;)

see ya'll thursday!



ps. apartment hunting sucks.

too hot to handle

though i missed out on some VIP status at On Broadway, im glad i got to hang out with the cousins in hot-ass LA....

enjoyed some overpriced popsicles from those push-cart ice cream mans (my auntie was a little upset that i directed the kids to buy some ice cream). i have a dora the explorer popsicle:


then decided to eat some healthy nectarines:


kicked it on the outside couch as if we were in PI and played games:


fun times of course. some of my favorite quotes:
"jenn jenn you look like you gained a little weight"-uncle
"jenn jenn, your face looks different now. youre prettier."-auntie
"dang jenn, when did you go to the beach? (aka youre hella dark)"-brother

dont ya love the blunt attitudes of filipinos??

also, i am now the official chauffer of mr. darius. i took him to their first basketball game....let me tell you, he has one bitchass coach who #1 is racist #2 plays favorites to his sorry ass son who cant play for shit #3 criticizes more than he motivates....so the next game im goin to have a little chant-"let darius play! let darius play! quit being racist!"

hmm..in other news, MIKE IS FINALLY 21! late on the blog...but happy birthday!

and lastly.........i have a goal for summer: stay away from the sun as much as possible. it wont be that hard since its hot as heck here. todays weather is suppose to reach high 90s. i just dont wanna be dark anymore :(

No no no no baby, no no no no don't lie

couldnt sleep for the life of me last night and woke up too dang early for my own good. so here i am...8am

yesterday was mucho mucho fun. how we managed to round up every berkeley student in san diego to go the padres game?? i dont know. haha...we caused ruckus at yardhouse's happy hour (remind me to go back there), and looked like freakin alkys ordering drinks every five minutes to make that 6 hour mark. hardly paid attention to the game cause sherlyn and chris kept talking to me....but we did win :)

thought of the day: losing trust is like having your pet die....can you really bring it back?

here's my favorite baby...she never lies and looks like a fob, haha

gosh im so EFFIN BOOOOOOOOOOORED!!

im bout to go outside and collect snails.

dont you guys hate it when youre eating a cheese roll bread and the freakin cream cheese is waaay off to the side?

BORED BORED BORED

updating so ya'll can stop buggin'

hahah...just kidding! im so behind on this blog................here's my random updates:

1. decided last minute (VERY last minute) to take on another major: ethnic studies. why?? here's my reasoning so listen up:
PROS:
-i wanna walk in the spring
-it buys me time to work on letters of rec since i have no work experience whatsoever
-i wasnt planning on applying to nursing school til this year
-i think it will definetly be in my favor to get IN nursing school
-i much rather go to school than spend 6 months finding a job
CONS:
-im gonna be a loner :(
its gonna be different...but i think im ok with that. sometimes it makes sense to me why i decided it, sometimes it doesnt. but in the end, hopefully when im an NP graduate from nyu or columbia or some other east coast school, it will all makes sense. so please dont question me cause i probably dont have the answers myself.

2. haircut #2: fight to save my hair from ugliness. the lady goes, "how the heck did he cut your hair?!" after staring at it for a good 5 minutes deciding what she could do to fix it. my thoughts exactly.

3. vegas with the fam...yummy food, yucky weather.

4. the breakup is a good movie. i think we can all relate in some way....plus its hella funny.

i think thats it? how lame. its barely been two weeks at home, but it feels like forever. i miss my bitches. i miss the bay and its music. i miss mike. but home is good too. wish i could be at two places at once.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

it's been a crazy hectic week. packing. cleaning. saying "goodbye and good luck."

if its one thing i can't express...its how much i LOVE my allston family. we were seriously a spoof off the show Friends. who would have known that living literally one floor away from each other would bring such good times, drama....and closeness.

so when we sent off the first two to go...we just had to have one last hoorah at our apartment. only WE would take shots while packing and cleaning. who would have known this would lead to one huge cry fest....it was a damn moment for ya. especially since the boys cried more than the girls ;p but through it all, i thank God that we were able to see past all the bad and come together for the last time. when it comes down to it, we're family...no doubt about that. i hope ya'll had the "time of your life," cause i know i did.

im going to miss each and every one of these people....


it hits me harder and harder every time i think to myself, "when's the next time i'll see chris, norman, jr, roel, kay ann, robie, sherlyn, and madel??"

to walk or not to walk...

its funny how i keep an online blog, cause really, i dont like to talk about personal stuff. ahhh....sooo much has been going on and its been stressing me out. sorry everyone for hiding out. but YES, everything is fine...now. thank you for caring. seriously.

situations lead to big decisions...

i LOVE my mom.

not sure....

how i managed to pack 2 years of my life in allston lofts in one day.

how i decided which little gadgets/flyers/programs i wanted to keep so i can look back and remember.

how come i feel so distant right now from......everything.

why i like to pick up after peoples mistakes/faults....even if they dont deserve it.

why i always like to cover things up with a smile...or better yet, a joke.

why my life is full of non-stop surprises. good and bad.



SIGH.


and lastly....why the fck did i cut my hair. should have known they were gonna fck up. i cant stand to look in mirror anymore. and NO, its NOT just hair. here's to another year of growing it back. FUCK!

can't sleep...

my life seems to be filled with lemons...



at least i know i have great family and friends.

"b-A-b-Y--m-A-m-A"

hate the song, love the love for the mamas...happy mothers day :)

last night was probably our last SB-7 reunion ever. we're probably the only floor out there that consistently meets up with each other every year since the dorms....now thats some dorm family love! my my have we matured since those days. now everyones graduating, has jobs, are traveling the world......insane. it was crazy reminscing...we had some major moments, all courtesy of earl? hahah...oh maaan, i wouldnt mind reliving those days..thats for damn sure.


wish come true: cheeseboard on the median :) hahaha
sake bombing in the apt was hella fun....4 people and one bottle of sake will surely get ya :)

check out my sexy handyman:

HAHAHAHA...finally got the vacuum fixed after a year, just in time for move out :(

so i guess its true......the truth comes out when you're drunk. not necessarily the things you do, but rather the things you SAY.

im happy....very happy. so why do i feel so guilty? maybe 7 months ago tuesday night would have led to a whole other feeling....but im glad it didnt. some would think...karma. but to me, its not about personnel vendetta. its finally finding peace. i went from "where is your heart," to "separated," to "sunday drive," to "one last cry." and now? i'm at "no ordinary love," just not with the same person. i've, im mean we've, come a long way. the best part? being able to look back and chuckle a little. life and love.....i will never understand. but i dont think i want to.

on random note:
i have a major watch tan situation.





oh yea....and mission 1 accomplished.

jamba juice season

so its hot as heck in berk right now. im wearing a tube top, capris, and slippers.....in the library. how fun is that? school is ending and its time for the dreaded thing called finals. i hate crowded libraries cause you can feel everyone's stressed out oras (sp?). well ya know what? fck them.

does anyone else out there watch "the real housewives of orange county?" well if you dont youre missing out.

ahhh...nothing really to write. just wanted to stall more on studying.

i miss my mochi ball :(

one last thing....black and white party at embassy suites this past weekend...one word, sexay!

ok i lied. this is that last thing. we shadowed at the SF General Hospital the other day and i met my role model. she's young, beautiful, married to a surgeon, and is an NP who works 4 days a week with weekends and holidays off.....just makes me more excited to get the real life started. i wonder.....

happy cinco de mayo!

been eating out like crazy but i dont care cause im hungry and lazy.

DnBs last night was hella fun. who won the jackpot for the second time? yea bitches. and then madel won the jackpot next. so what do we do with our nine hundred somethin' tickets? hella flirt so we can get the mikeS some soccer balls cause we were 200 tickets short. hahaha...looooooooooooove it.

just a ringtone right? heh, uh huuuuh. im just being a girl. "i wanna be...." the one to sock your face. sike haha. I LIKE MIKE.

pouting

its may already? :(

PAHC's 20th Anniversary banquet was great....soo inspired by the alumni who are now doctors. amaaazing. hopefully i can come back in 20 years and do the same thing. i heart my PAHCers soooooo muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch.


SIGH...im sooo sad. we have to move out by the end of the month. no more roomates, no more partying with my bitches, no more random spontaneous moments, no more mike every day. ahhh im gonna miss the college life sooo bad.


its freakin 2AM and im being such a girl right now. BLAH.

stuck.

so im sitting here trying to pick out the three pictures we're allotted for the pilgrad program...of course my solo, my family....and thats when i stopped. im on the brink of tears looking back at all my pictures, thinking of the past four years (good and bad), and how much i love everyone.

can you believe i came into college trying to find myself, but i think im even more lost than when i started. is that possible?

latetly ive been crazy exhausted. maybe cause i havent been taking my daily naps. or maybe it was the coffee? being sleepy during times when you can't sleep just sucks.

pcn-loved it

sf shopping-happy i found my dress

MIH conference-inspiring

PAHC interviews-sad :(

the past couple days during interviews made me realize how much i freakin loved pahc this year and how much im gonna miss these folks. seriously....core could not have been better :) i think i might just shed a tear or two at banquet this saturday. awwwwww........i loooove it!

last night madel's mike let me drive his car to pick up my mike. how cute. thanks mike(S) for making me happy! hahahhahhahahha (ya happy now??!)

ps. im officially a FAT ass. i eat too much candy. i eat too much fast food. but do i do anything about it? NOOOOOO...cause i just got back from walgreens with 3 more boxes of candy. who the heck can resist 3 for $3??

things just SUCK right now

im broke....really BROKE.

i HATE cops.

mom blames me for something i had NOTHING to do with.

for the first time this semester, PAHC is stressing me out.

still need to get a permanent phone.

school is....SCHOOL.

annoyed

why do cell phones cost so much? why would anyone want my phone? its NOT even cool dammit. i just checked my bill and the motherfckers hella used the internet. bitches.

other than that...at least i had a wonderful Easter :) dinner with sherlyn then egg hunt in the apartment with the roomies plus robie. thanks to norman for his egg-traordinary egg hiding skills. it was mucho fun and mucho difficult. couldnt even find the last egg :(
just the cure for homesickness!

i keep losing everything in my life :(

last semester i lost my keyes...while drunk.

last semester i lost my mom's precious diamond earings...somewhere in my room.

this semester i lost my id....dont know when.

and on wednesday i lose my phone...while drunk.

just my fckn luck. at least it as a fun night?? its now expected whenever i hang with the bitches. haha..lots of craziness goin on. dont recall everything....good thing?

hmm..pics now available on the link to your right. thank you. enjoy!

surreal??

woke up kinda "BLEH" today. everything feels sooo surreal for me. are things really happening right now??

little brother acting up like no other bothers the fck out of me. is he forreal?? let me knock him upside his head real quick. in the end, im glad nothing horrible happened.

months, weeks, days are going by too quickly. wish i could slow things down.

i love my friends.


mike makes me happy...haha, he's a little too good at that face dont you think?

sooo sleeeeeepy

i swear i only got like 4 or 5 hours of sleep for the past two nights. sleeping at 4:30am is soo not cool.

clubbin fundraiser at boondocks was wack....never goin to an 18 n up club ever again! geez...some folks be gettin a little too hyphy for me. it's all for the cause...it's all for the cause.

mari's gathering at her self owned new house was full of drunken madness. always a guaranteed good time with my bitches <3 sorry mari for the mess!

good hearing from you.

going broke

sherlyn is fckN cleaning out my wallet here....we're back in our competitive moods. popsicle races, soon to be pickle race, and riduculous bets.

i told her if she went to the apartment across from our window and obtained 2 eggs, then i would pay for her clubbing ticket. fck...didnt think she'd do it but she did.

and now i owe her a beer since i couldnt handle not having chocolate for a week. but dang, how could i let my snowcaps rot on my desk like that?

get ready bitch...ive got my serious gameface on now.

HAHAHA...these are the times im gonna look back forever and laugh. how the heck do we come up with these ideas??

life's a gamble!

wanna know how i ended my spring break?? in the freakin airport for 5 hours! got there 2 hours early hoping to catch an earilier flight...didnt happen. but then my original flight was delayed from 7:25pm to 8:40 to 9:10 and finally 9:40pm. IN-fckn-SANE! and to top it off some girl next to me kept sleepin on my shoulder, invading my space like no other, despite pushing her off me at least twice. im thinkin, "can we puh-lease control our fckN selves here?!" so actually didnt even get to the apartment til waay after midnight. boo fckN hoo.

before coming back to berk, i pictured myself acting HYStericAL...yelling, crying, the works. instead, things were the complete opposite...acting almost as if nothing happened. maybe i just got used to the feeling? hmm..lets hope not. whatever it is, im not complaining. id take a happy face over an angry face any day. and thats all that matters in the end right? im crossing my fingers...please dont let this be another mistake. please?

Happy April Fool's Day??

heh. how ironic.

straight from the source:
fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.

well...you got me. TWICE. so what does that make me? two wrongs dont make a right...so i hope you got what you were looking for. i officially lost all faith in the opposite sex, and most importantly the big L. i wish you could make things better. i think ill just be a shallow bitch with no feelings forever.

where my bhetches at?! can we UNITE real quick though? i neeeeeeed it!



on a better note...hung out with ruthie the other day. eating, laughing, singing at the top of our lungs in the car, and dancing ugly is what we do best. just like the good ol' carefree days. loved it. then continued to sulk in the car with my cousin at seaport. she needed it. maaan..what a WONDERFUL spring break!


disclaimer: im talking out of hurt/anger, so if i turn around talking all happy again...please forgive the above harsh/rude/unecessary comments. thank you.

edit:

FUCK YOU!!!

to the person you least expect....

i fckN HATE liars with a MAAAD passion!

suuuucks for me!

geez...what a spring break! this cold ass house gave me a cold. i cant breath for shit. dont even remember the last time i was sick. this, along with my cough that ive been having for the past month, finally forced me to give in to taking medicine. sudafed. it semi-works.

nothing interesting goin on here.....

i wonder if baby love is still alive? i HOPE so!

my new favorite song is "banana pancakes" by jack johnson (thanks sherry!) cause the lyrics remind me of my favorite ugly person :)

and now...here's my other favorite person, caroline!

"quite lookin at me like im overweight or somethin! the finger is for you bhetch!"


"hahaha, yea i know im cute"


"err, jenn jenn keeps harassing me!"

so faaar...

actually stayed in berk a couple extra days to hang out and rot in willard park. haha juuuust jokin! spent the time mostly sleeping and being a bum since mike's soo good at it. when we weren't dead on the couch, we movie hopped at emeryville (my first time EVeeeR!) and saw "V for Vendetta" and "Inside Man." neither were really that good...i knew we should have watched "shes the man."

spent the next day chillen in the city...havent been there in a hot one so it felt good walking the busy streets. dinner at benihana...our chef was hilarious.

did my good deed of the week and outreached at Morse. can't belive ive done it for the past four spring breaks. its sooo different, but not. a bunch of unfamiliar faces and its been soo long that teachers done seem to remember anymore. how sad. lemme tell you though....girls be wearing heels like theyre goin clubbin instead of schoolin. and tell me why they have to wear orange vests when they go to the bathroom??? what has become of morse these days?! breaks my heart to hear the teachers speak on how different the students are nowadays....no drive, no motivation. i blame it on society that makes them grow up too fast. the teachers said it themselves...."morse is just isnt what it used to be." and i couldnt agree more.

i think ive been suffering from ADD lately. i feel soo bored and the need to go out and do something. too bad my partner in crime has a midterm on friday. feels like awhile since i had one of them crazy days/nights with her. wait, n/m. the other night we went out for ice cream together. we split a banana split and talked about our first dates and things that would make perfect first dates. have you ever realized that every first date has some humor in it? haha..think about it. whether it be some scars, salsa in the eye, or eating at a hole in the wall...you cant help but look back and just crack up.

everyone's leaving to do something great for spring break....i wish i had me some plans. HMPH. maybe i should have just gone to NY? eh, maybe not....yea, i think im gonna save that place for the right time. i guess ill make the most of san diego...one thing for sure is that im goin to hit up all the places that the show "$40 a day" went to and see if this shit is forreal. 1) the Big Kitchen 2) Point Loma Seafoods 3) Mexican Cafe in Old town 4) Mootime at Hotel Del.....doesnt that sound like fun?

on one last note, does anyone else out there feel like time is running out?? like you have to do everything right away before you regret it.....hit up the Big C, a picnic at the Palace of Fine Arts, drive across the Golden Gate, eat Cheesboard pizza on the median, ride a cable car in the city.....make amends?? and the list goes on........

uhh....

so it's official, St. Patrick's Day is sooo NOT my holiday!

went clubbin last night with the bitches and company in the city. can you believe they had the nerve to have a $30 min charge at the bar?? nuuuuts! funniest thing was dancing with a guy, whose friend ended coming up to dance too....and i didnt realize guys were creating a bubble around me and all of a sudden i see my 10 friends cock block those mofos in a herd to save the day. they must love me or something. even saw some dumbfcks getting into a major brawl on the dance floor.....oh, and i cant forget running into some "old friends." hahaha....quite the interesting night :)

sportsfest was entertaining....thank goodness for the SD weather!

feels good to be sitting in on a saturday night for once.......later uglies

twice in one day?

there MUST be something wrong with me.

so im here tryin to study for my midterm and im thinking what the fck have i been doing?

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...i hate myself soo bad right now.

id say i need a break from life right now but i think thats the problem....ive been on break for too long. senior year, trying to make the most of it before we all leave, blah blah...

hey jenn, remember school?!

(dont get me wrong though cause its been crazy fun, i just need to reprioritize)

so fckn emo!

despite a belligerant weekend well spent with the bitches celebrating marc's birthday in san leandro and norwin's birthday like 5 million times, including one of the best Allston parties EVER at our place....i come down to this:

retention!

dammit...no going out til the WEEK-ENDS! forreal now..this is serious.

so last night i head over to mikes in the pouring rain and while walking to the bus stop my back pack opens. my dumbass didnt think to look back if anything fell since it was dark, rainy, and some crazy ass was yelling down the street. i zipped up my backup quickly so i dont miss the bus and the crazy man doesnt talk to me....find out my regular bus isnt working so i hop on the first bus that comes. get dropped off right in front of his apt that ususally isnt a stop. im thinking, "cool!" get there open my back pack and BAM my notebook, folder, and planner is gone. in mike's words..."fck me!" thanks to sherlyn for gathering up all my shit for me. err...and guess who has a fckn midterm to study for?

i cough non-stop
still recovering from the weekend
and need to clean baby love's tank.

this sucks.

bhetches night out...

the crazy bhetches....katrina, jely, jenn, mari


found us some neon underwear in the ladies room of lucre lounge


saw a bum frozen on the bench


swooped up norman cause we were crazy hungry drunks


.....and got pulled over :(

gooooood times with my favorite party girls! ya'll are the most craziest in the world and i luuuuuuuuuuuuuV it! soo baaaad!

why do we go out like this on school days?? because these are the moments we'll always remember :)

more pics on the imagestation

this is serious...

got me my hoodie on, chucks, and a back pack full of books and notes while typing away in vlsb library. what does this mean??

mike: "youre midterm is tomorrow?!"
jenn: "yea...."
mike: "wtf have you been doing all weekend?!"

well...let me teeeeeeLL yoU! sitting on the damn couch with my book and notebook. i STUDY for a couple hours, then all of a sudden the TV turns on. sherlyn hears it then comes in with a devious smile and sits with me on the couch. we then proceed to having some retarded conversations about anything and everything. THEN mike comes and sleeps on the couch next to me. THIS then results into endless hours into the night of hanging out with sherlyn and mike on the couch. and THAT is how i spent my weekend. not to mention eating banana pancakes, watching sherlyn play with her cookies for 15 minutes, and cutting my first pineapple.

but now..its serious. soooo serious i didnt even put on my contacts. i vow to sit in this library from 12noon to 6pm. break until 8pm. then library again til 11pm.


**note for future references: when you have a miderm, stay AWAY from sherlyn and mike.

thank you.

quote of the weekend: "I DARE YOU!" ...hmm, or maybe, "YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD BE COOL?!"

ps...thanks guys for the puuuurfect weekend! hahah :)

what can i say??

we're fun people!

had ourselves a little roomate moment the other night at jupiters. mission accomplished in getting kay ann drunk and making her spill her guts. hahaha...juuust playing! it was a bunch of good laughs :)

then celebrated fat tuesday last night @ henry's with mad folks who got drunk like crazy. all i gotta say is 2 for $5 will get ya!

here's some decent photos:


and a couple of my favorites ( i couldnt choose just one):

drunken fun weekend..

i hung out with sherlyn...need i say more?

HAHA juuust jokin!

really though...its been a while since i drank and oh lord did it show :( two pints of pomergrante cider with sherlyn at 6:30pm and two hours later my head was already in the toilet. spent the next two hours tryin to sober up so i could go to mike's friends' party. picture this:

kay ann comes home to see first sherlyn laying out in front of the bathroom and then sees me laying on the toilet....good times though :)

this girl even does a keg stand and beats all the guys at the party at it....now, tell me she isnt the one who influences me to drink...ill let you decide for yourself

then my first game of kings cup....which is hella fun but sooo not my game. im a slow thinker.

besides that...I WANT TO GO TO UCSF! haha...a girl can dream :)


reeeeal quick....i hate being: a girl. insecurities. thinking too much.

not good..

ive been one lazy mother fkcer lately.....and on top of that, who eats non-stop...again, NOT GOOD.

saw johnny mosely on campus--by the looks of it, he's been lazy and eating a lot too ;p

most random thing: saw a car back up into a parked motorcycle while trying to get of their parking spot. that fool straight bounced leaving the poor bike knocked over scratched up and a mirror broken...how fcked up is that? damn, id probably do the same thing though. hahah.

did i just get back from home?? haha, cause i think i wanna go again :(

some birthday fun at "PUMP IT UP!" with the casins.


i torture the little rascal.


my little mochi ball is now a mini buddha.


check out our kitchen with my brother looking like a retard.

UPDATE

so i VERY randomly decided to go home for the long weekend....bought my ticket thursday night and headed out friday morning....can you imagine the smile on my face when i bought my ticket??

missed out on some good stuff....but there's always next time right?

i was on the plane with julie from real world new orleans.....her hubby is cute, wonder what he sees in her? hahah...jussst jokin'

the house is comin' along just well. we're gonna have one cold ass place though since there's freakin marble flooring upstairs, downstairs, everywhere. went furniture shoppin with the parentals and picked out my bed.....a queen for the princess :) says my dad.

my mom? she calls me black beauty.

hmm...going to visit my fave little girl in the world caroline today and go to my nephew's bday party at some inflatable world.

please dont let me go back to berkeley....pretty please??

BEST Valentine's Day....

EVeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeR!

this boy got tricks and surprises every second...luuuuB it :)

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine...

lovin' the weather right now....i swear the sun does magic on people's moods.

how could you resist perfect weather for an all day trip out in the city? right, you cant.

SF Zoo:
the park was packed with cute little rascals screaming and running all over the place. kinda makes you feel like a kid all over again. we took a couple pictures of the ones we liked best. haha. animals are fun, even though a fckN goat head butted me with its horn at the petting zoo. bhetch.

Ocean Beach:
the only beach in the bay area?? haha. i dont even remember the last time i went to the beach. maybe i should start taking advantage of sd.

China Town:
Sutter and Grant. remember that! who would have known the Chinese New Year celebration was this weekend? walked miles just to find us some food and get through the crazy crowds. im just glad the food was worth the walk. the parade was a bonus.

pictures later if mike ever uploads them.

highlights:
tapirs
"so where do they go?"
girl in yellow socks
riding the puffer train for free
getting mad discounts on our zoo tickets

lowlights:
never got my churro. guess it wasnt meant to be :(

and NOW....my computer has the trojan popper virus. errrrrrrr...if norton virus can't fix it how the fck do i take it out?!

maaaaad PAIN

senior retreat....scratched off the list.

snowboarding was HELLA MAD CRAZY FUN! well worth the money and aching muscles. i soooo wanna go again.

highlights:
drunken truth or dare, jacuzzi, shower with two heads....fun stuff.

lowlights:
being in standstill traffic after snowboarding for an hour and a half due to an accident on the mountain involving a bus and five cars...bummer when you have to pee really bad and your clothes are moist from the snow.


yesterday was my dad's birthday....miss him and love him even though sometimes he can be mean to me. but i know its only cause im his favorite :)

ps...i really need to get baby love a new tank and filter. she's getting too big for her own good. for now, she's sharing her tank with her five new goldfish friends. guess what their names are...

hmm...i want a banana berry jamba juice.

i almost died today. damn cramps...let me tell ya, i have theeeee worst case of menstrual cramps in the world. sucks for me.

i think everyone should watch annapolis. you laugh, you cry, you smile, you feel good. plus the guy is kinda cute.

ran into dayne today. first thing he said was, "you should have gone." referring to the medical mission in philippines. kinda got me all sad.

i hate reading about conservation of biology.

couldnt find my key today. turns out the inner lining of my purse now has a hole and my key was hiding in it.

ive been eating like a monster lately. bleh. need to start some daily sit ups or somethin'.

looking forward to my first time snowboarding this weekend....senior retreat! yaaayeaaaaA!

friday was quite the day

started off kinda rough cause someone was being mean....so, i was meanER back!

bored outta my mind waiting for sherlyn to get home from class. finally, i hear the door open and she comes in my room begging me to hang out with her. so we head out for a pint at jupiters. sitting there, it occured to us. "why did we have to go out to get beer? why didnt we just go out for coffee??" uh huh...you know why. we then managed to get our buzzed butts out for a quick dinner to satisfy the craving for some naan. sherlyn spilled her chai tea all over the restaurant..that drunkyard. told you she makes me do crazy things.

then had a "you and me thing" #2. banana cream pie, getting lost, indian rock, and boba is all we need to have the puuuuuuuuuuuuuurfect night. funniest thing was trying to get up the freakin rock. we've never been and it was dark as heck. attempted a couple times to climb it ourselves (and i was in boots!) before we found the stairs leading to the top. loved every second of it :) "oh, i think mike likes me. oh, i think mike likes me." muahahaha!

foolish heart.nina

EDIT: I influence sherlyn to do bad things that she wouldnt normally do.

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my profile says, "missing SD like crazy." my brother who goes to UCSB has a profile that says,
"on saturday night my cousins and aunties and uncles and family had a get together to watch the fight. things like that make me wish i was home with them..i miss SD. so cal."

k, call me me a fckN nerd cause i teared. can you believe after being away for four years i still manage to get myself homesick?? or maybe its cause of other things. things like...
-i just ate spaghetti for the past fuckN day and a half (breakfast, lunch AND dinner) to get rid of it and i wish i had my mom to cook me some sinigang
-my mom calling from the dealership about to buy herself a civic and me telling her she's gonna be sooo cool, then her yelling back, "jennifer! i'm not trying to be cool! this is for work purposes."
-my sister telling me that my little mochi ball caroline is sooo fat now and not being there to squeeze the hell out of her cheeks and legs.
all of the above, plus a couple not mentioned make me sad. for now, ill keep those feelings to myself and put a smile on my face :) im good at that.

errr....been lazy with school and life lately. seriously not the time right?

random thought: a lot of people tell me they like reading my blog because its funny. does that mean youre laughing AT me?? cause i really dont try to be funny. hopefully its cause i know how to make a joke out of everything, especially myself. hmm....either way, im glad to be of service to your entertainment. fckers! haha, sike.

caroline told me she hated that outfit and she felt like an avocado


guess who taught her that face? she got the eyes down and everything!

tired from a weekend full of...

LAZINESS and random-nes!!

seriously now...where the hell did the weekend go? had with lunch with the princesses of SB 706. love those girls forever. then celebrated jelly's birthday how many times?? hahha...jp, i guess a birthday isnt a birthday anymore...more like a birth-week. started it off with a trip to DnBs. spent lots of money...AGAIN. (i still owe you mari!) i really wanted to go home with a prize, but instead i came home with water in my eyes : /

skipped out on thalassas friday night and tended to other fun activities right at home :) also made mike have a newlyweds marathon with me, gosh i love that show! so you can only imagine how heartbroken i was when they broke up. they'll get back together, i promise.

started off with no plans for saturday and ended up have a day full of random fun. satisfied the craving for a burger at triple rock, finally went grocery shopping, and dinner for jely's birthday at king yen. ended the night with some boba and fresh donut holes with mike and sherlyn in the freezing cold. ps...fck the mean guy at king pin!

i have a lot of pictures with sherlyn...so here's a tribute to "us" cause she makes me do things i dont wanna do:

like cuddle with her


and drink with her


and other stuff you dont wanna know


this is for you jo...we took good care of chris while you were gone


and apparently mike would rather watch his ESPN than have some of my sugA!

havent been here in a mintue!

missed me huh? yea you did.

so where do i start? VEGAS...fun times withthe folks as always. sin city?? haha...definitely lots of "firsts" goin on....liquid cocain, absinthe (sp?), gambling (and winning!)...k, maybe thats it. the drive back to berk was actually not as bad as i thought. it was mike's car and he didnt even drive. props to madel and i for bringing the troop back safe and sound. ill admit, sometimes im a crazy driver but at least ya'll are having fun with me :)

been eating and drinking out like im rich or something. haha...set yet another record for longest period of drinking. who the heck starts drinking beer at 4pm, goes to safeway drunk to buy more alcohol, comes home and drinks some more, and then SOME MORE when people come over at night? apparently sherlyn and i and...haha. even had ourselves a little fondue date the next day.

school...bleh. must we go over that again? started the semester off kickin it with the same people ive started this crazy berkeley journey with...how? happy hour at blakes! haha. seriously felt like old times chatting up a storm at the DC. later they came over for a movie night....can't get anymore freshman year than that. oh yes...the good ol days of madel and sherlyn's 404 late night shin digs. luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuB it!

so we finally had ourselves a "first date." weird to think that its been, what? 3 months? and all the times we've been out was in groups with our friends. bout time son! you know what i love? the fact that we can sit together doing nothing but talk and bust jokes on each other and have the time of our lives. he even watched the movie i wanted to watch....now, how many times does that happen?

didnt take pictures at vegas, but i jacked these from jelly:



here's our lil pre-party after a 5 hour drive:

doesn't it look like we're having a grand ol' time??