GONE

summer, fun, carefree days...its all gone :SIGH:

i guess we brought san diego weather back with us cause its been HELLA hot in berkeley! (but i aint complainin')...good seeing folks again. cant help but wish i wasnt in berkeley though...("err, deal with it jenn.") party last night at the guys...fun. eh, not really when youre the only sober one. so i let myself have one shot and it gave me a MAD headache.

school's quickly approaching. 8 AM's M-F...cant wait. this should be fun. i still need to get my books. FCK. met a couple new jr transfers..Hmmm..

song of the summer was definetely "pieces of me," but right now im feelin kelly clarkson's "break away"

"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
Tho its not easy to tell you goodbye.
Gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget the place I come from.
I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away."

makes me wanna run into the rain and twirl with my arms wide open like no other...i just wanna be...


"content"

back to reality

summer's over : ( but it was fun while it lasted. got to DO a lot, EAT a lot, and SHOP a lot

saturday:
my mom wanted some bamboo plants so we got up early to get some at swapmeet. (i havent been there since i was a little girl. ) why do we have to pay 50 cents admission? hmm...then more shoppin for those early bird specials at robinson's may. just me, my mom, and my sis...inn n out for lunch was tasty :) later that night we headed to the movies with the whole cousin clan. I LOVE Princess Diaries!

Sunday:
church...ate at CPK with the fam : ) then more cousin bonding at my aunties house. i cant believe how all the little ones are growing up...makes me sad.

Monday:
FINALLY hung out with kristine and susan...shopped (AGAIN!) all day. it was fun catching up with these girls. ya'll are too funny!

Tuesday:
errands all day...getting ready to head back to berkeley :(

tomorrow's a busy day too...flight at 7:40pm. still need to clean and pack...i have too much stuff. this sucks.

ps...i love nick lachey! (jessica too) he's too too sweeeeet. can i get a husband like that?? five years from now that is ;)

friday already? :(

damn...the week went by too fast. its been fun hanging out in san diego's gorgeous weather. WEDnesday the berkeley folks finally found the time to kick it after two years of knowing each other....the girls (madel and sherlyn) and i took mr chris rombaoa out for his bday. lunch at islands....good stuff. maybe we were a little too loud? i dont know...but it was full of great convos. then since chris was a life guard and all...we took a trip to the eastlake lake and i FINALLY got to ride a paddle boat and do some canoeing, it was the perfect date for all of us :) THURSday i hung out with the CASIN patricia before she left...of course we went shopping. feels good to have new clothes, i forgot what it felt like (pitiful). then today...stayed home while the little cousins came over. we snuck out to buy ice cream man. it was great! oh, the childhood memories ; )

i need a change....haircut? its in the process of growing back and my mom is scaring me that they're gonna cut it shorter again : / how bout some highlights?? who knows where i can get it cheap and have it done right?

time for an update...

im lazy...but i feel like writing....here goes some quick tabs:

-last night in berk was one of the FUNNEST nights ever!!
i got drunk...yes i did ;p and i took the shots pretty well too, i made myself proud! oh maan...good times for sure being drunk with sherlyn ;) i think everyone was pretty much wasted too...but what'd ya expect right?? too bad half the party was spent at the kitchen sink throwing up :( muchos gracias to roel for watching over me.
-the morning after was HORRIBLE
flight at 3:10pm...must leave for the airport by 1pm...DIDNT HAPPEN. what i thought was a hangover ended up as major dehydration...AGAIN. non-stop vomiting....errrr....another trip to the ER. this time it took 4 IV bags to get me alive again. stayed there til 2am...another muchos gracias to roel for stickin with me the whole time and to sherlyn for dealing with my weak ass. i figured it out....anything that will cause me to lose ANY bodily fluid will get me to the ER (i.e. alcohol and my rag if i dont drink 10x the amount water before/during it than i usually do) :( im such a sickly person. i need to gain more weight...trust me, easier said than done. (ok...so why am i telling the whole world my health issues??)
-FINALLY BACK in SD on saturday
home is lovely
-SUNDAY
fam day....saw sherlyn at this restaurant with her fam too...hahha. guranteed first person i see in SD. and thats a promise. i dont mind though...i love the roomie
-MONDAY
errands then cousin day at my aunties new house. watched two WHOLE tapes of home video from when we all went to PI....i miss those times :( we're all too old now
-TUESDAY
shopping with the mamma....

i really love it here in SD...the weather, fam, food...thats it for now....sorry so boring.

ps....preston i didnt know you read this...aww, i feel special! come shop with us :)

its OVER biatch!

just got back from my final and im feelin' oh so damn f*ckN GOOD!! :)

finally MYreal summer has began....its been a long awaited, waaay long awaited. CRaaAAaaaazAY...i cant believe i survived the whole summer being in school. didnt even get a damn break between the end of the semester and the first session of summer...nor the second session. WHEW....thank God for the folks who were here in the summer too, ya'll seriously kept me sane and made it fun!

now its time to go home, relax, see the fam, catch up with friends, have FUN, and for ONCE not think about school...for 13 days at least.

what comes before part B??

paaaaart-A!!

ps...who left the last comment? mike???
edit: mike said its not him.....so who is it?? : /

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- weather has been extremely good to us the past couple days (knock on wood) i hope it stays like this.

- i really want, no wait, NEED to go shopping...seriously. last time was.....spring break?? i pity my(raggedy)self.

- been having too much fun lately....is that bad?

- hmmm....and i dont care anymore....is that good?

k...gtg now. im wasting time....goodnight to you. And happy studying to me.

oh yea....and somebody out there apparently loves me but was feelin a little shy to put their name. (ahem, madel.) but its alright...i love you too.

too early to be chillen :(

its been a bad week...too much chillen and not enough studying. i feel guilty. "wait til NEXT week jenn" plus its been awfully difficult for me to concentrate lately. i hate that...even when i WANT to study. the mind keeps drifting to other places.

the other day tricia and i got into high school CRUSH mode when we were pickin out the cute guys in our ochem classes....hahaha...that was fun ;) surprisingly there's actually quite a few.

update on summer: oregon is scractched out ; ) now i have to re-purchase my cancelled flight which is gonna cost more :(

i think i bring too much stress and drama upon myself. i need to quit it.

errr...2 more weeks!

school seriously needs to end right now. im soo tired....sooo soo tired.

change of plans for the summer: instead of goin straight to sd, my family is gonna pick me up on the way to oregon to visit some relatives. excited? not really. i was more looking forward to bumming it for the TEN free days that i have to finally RELAX. oh well...

today i came across this website....

http://scripts.lovingyou.com/mdb/search.cgi?mdb=quotes&cat=inlove&pg=0&rec=10

i dont know why, but it made me smile and feel good. i read a good amount of them.

"to love is to have a heart, but to be in love is to make it beat"

my butt hurts

ive been sitting in this same fckn chair since 8:30 pm. its now what time?? almost 3 am. minus of course field trips to the toilet and the fridge. ochem is taking over me. my eyes hurt. starbucks two nights in a row. gotta love my white mochas ;)

now, back to the notecards...