its funny how i keep an online blog, cause really, i dont like to talk about personal stuff. ahhh....sooo much has been going on and its been stressing me out. sorry everyone for hiding out. but YES, everything is fine...now. thank you for caring. seriously.
situations lead to big decisions...
i LOVE my mom.
Monday, May 29, 2006
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
not sure....
how i managed to pack 2 years of my life in allston lofts in one day.
how i decided which little gadgets/flyers/programs i wanted to keep so i can look back and remember.
how come i feel so distant right now from......everything.
why i like to pick up after peoples mistakes/faults....even if they dont deserve it.
why i always like to cover things up with a smile...or better yet, a joke.
why my life is full of non-stop surprises. good and bad.
SIGH.
and lastly....why the fck did i cut my hair. should have known they were gonna fck up. i cant stand to look in mirror anymore. and NO, its NOT just hair. here's to another year of growing it back. FUCK!
how i decided which little gadgets/flyers/programs i wanted to keep so i can look back and remember.
how come i feel so distant right now from......everything.
why i like to pick up after peoples mistakes/faults....even if they dont deserve it.
why i always like to cover things up with a smile...or better yet, a joke.
why my life is full of non-stop surprises. good and bad.
SIGH.
and lastly....why the fck did i cut my hair. should have known they were gonna fck up. i cant stand to look in mirror anymore. and NO, its NOT just hair. here's to another year of growing it back. FUCK!
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
can't sleep...
my life seems to be filled with lemons...
at least i know i have great family and friends.
at least i know i have great family and friends.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
"b-A-b-Y--m-A-m-A"
hate the song, love the love for the mamas...happy mothers day :)
last night was probably our last SB-7 reunion ever. we're probably the only floor out there that consistently meets up with each other every year since the dorms....now thats some dorm family love! my my have we matured since those days. now everyones graduating, has jobs, are traveling the world......insane. it was crazy reminscing...we had some major moments, all courtesy of earl? hahah...oh maaan, i wouldnt mind reliving those days..thats for damn sure.
wish come true: cheeseboard on the median :) hahaha
sake bombing in the apt was hella fun....4 people and one bottle of sake will surely get ya :)
check out my sexy handyman:
HAHAHAHA...finally got the vacuum fixed after a year, just in time for move out :(
last night was probably our last SB-7 reunion ever. we're probably the only floor out there that consistently meets up with each other every year since the dorms....now thats some dorm family love! my my have we matured since those days. now everyones graduating, has jobs, are traveling the world......insane. it was crazy reminscing...we had some major moments, all courtesy of earl? hahah...oh maaan, i wouldnt mind reliving those days..thats for damn sure.
wish come true: cheeseboard on the median :) hahaha
sake bombing in the apt was hella fun....4 people and one bottle of sake will surely get ya :)
check out my sexy handyman:
HAHAHAHA...finally got the vacuum fixed after a year, just in time for move out :(
Thursday, May 11, 2006
so i guess its true......the truth comes out when you're drunk. not necessarily the things you do, but rather the things you SAY.
im happy....very happy. so why do i feel so guilty? maybe 7 months ago tuesday night would have led to a whole other feeling....but im glad it didnt. some would think...karma. but to me, its not about personnel vendetta. its finally finding peace. i went from "where is your heart," to "separated," to "sunday drive," to "one last cry." and now? i'm at "no ordinary love," just not with the same person. i've, im mean we've, come a long way. the best part? being able to look back and chuckle a little. life and love.....i will never understand. but i dont think i want to.
on random note:
i have a major watch tan situation.
oh yea....and mission 1 accomplished.
im happy....very happy. so why do i feel so guilty? maybe 7 months ago tuesday night would have led to a whole other feeling....but im glad it didnt. some would think...karma. but to me, its not about personnel vendetta. its finally finding peace. i went from "where is your heart," to "separated," to "sunday drive," to "one last cry." and now? i'm at "no ordinary love," just not with the same person. i've, im mean we've, come a long way. the best part? being able to look back and chuckle a little. life and love.....i will never understand. but i dont think i want to.
on random note:
i have a major watch tan situation.
oh yea....and mission 1 accomplished.
Monday, May 08, 2006
jamba juice season
so its hot as heck in berk right now. im wearing a tube top, capris, and slippers.....in the library. how fun is that? school is ending and its time for the dreaded thing called finals. i hate crowded libraries cause you can feel everyone's stressed out oras (sp?). well ya know what? fck them.
does anyone else out there watch "the real housewives of orange county?" well if you dont youre missing out.
ahhh...nothing really to write. just wanted to stall more on studying.
i miss my mochi ball :(
one last thing....black and white party at embassy suites this past weekend...one word, sexay!
ok i lied. this is that last thing. we shadowed at the SF General Hospital the other day and i met my role model. she's young, beautiful, married to a surgeon, and is an NP who works 4 days a week with weekends and holidays off.....just makes me more excited to get the real life started. i wonder.....
does anyone else out there watch "the real housewives of orange county?" well if you dont youre missing out.
ahhh...nothing really to write. just wanted to stall more on studying.
i miss my mochi ball :(
one last thing....black and white party at embassy suites this past weekend...one word, sexay!
ok i lied. this is that last thing. we shadowed at the SF General Hospital the other day and i met my role model. she's young, beautiful, married to a surgeon, and is an NP who works 4 days a week with weekends and holidays off.....just makes me more excited to get the real life started. i wonder.....
Friday, May 05, 2006
happy cinco de mayo!
been eating out like crazy but i dont care cause im hungry and lazy.
DnBs last night was hella fun. who won the jackpot for the second time? yea bitches. and then madel won the jackpot next. so what do we do with our nine hundred somethin' tickets? hella flirt so we can get the mikeS some soccer balls cause we were 200 tickets short. hahaha...looooooooooooove it.
just a ringtone right? heh, uh huuuuh. im just being a girl. "i wanna be...." the one to sock your face. sike haha. I LIKE MIKE.
DnBs last night was hella fun. who won the jackpot for the second time? yea bitches. and then madel won the jackpot next. so what do we do with our nine hundred somethin' tickets? hella flirt so we can get the mikeS some soccer balls cause we were 200 tickets short. hahaha...looooooooooooove it.
just a ringtone right? heh, uh huuuuh. im just being a girl. "i wanna be...." the one to sock your face. sike haha. I LIKE MIKE.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
pouting
its may already? :(
PAHC's 20th Anniversary banquet was great....soo inspired by the alumni who are now doctors. amaaazing. hopefully i can come back in 20 years and do the same thing. i heart my PAHCers soooooo muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch.
SIGH...im sooo sad. we have to move out by the end of the month. no more roomates, no more partying with my bitches, no more random spontaneous moments, no more mike every day. ahhh im gonna miss the college life sooo bad.
its freakin 2AM and im being such a girl right now. BLAH.
PAHC's 20th Anniversary banquet was great....soo inspired by the alumni who are now doctors. amaaazing. hopefully i can come back in 20 years and do the same thing. i heart my PAHCers soooooo muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuch.
SIGH...im sooo sad. we have to move out by the end of the month. no more roomates, no more partying with my bitches, no more random spontaneous moments, no more mike every day. ahhh im gonna miss the college life sooo bad.
its freakin 2AM and im being such a girl right now. BLAH.