:*(

maaan...i can't even tell you how stressed and freaked out i am right now...im tearing and studying at the same time...and ive been studying practically 24/7....soo much damn pressure to pass...fuuuuck...where's that person when you need them the most?! im hella down right now...i haven't had a real meal in soo long...this week i can tell you that ive probably only eaten real food like twice...i'm either too tired to eat..or dont feel like eating even though i know i should and my stomach starts hurting..this ain't right...what am i doin?! i need to go home...NOW! away from school and stress...

my throat hurts...ya know how you try to hold in your cries...yea..that kind of hurt...