HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTHIE!!! my best bud! you're soo old now! haha...JP...sorry i couldnt make it to your dinner, i called back cause i could go but then you had already left...and without that cell, i had no communication with you..so yea...but no doubt i'll make it up to you...fosho! and i know what to get you now..you'll love it! PS...youre still ugly and fat! love ya!

today was very tiring...got up early so that i could take my brother to school cause ASB had their annual community service shindig...i felt all gross..but yea..anyways, had to go renew my military ID but then the system was down or something like that...so yea..won't get that done til friday i guess. and it expired on the 16th..haha, oh well! then we went to MCRD to pick up some stuff that my mom wanted...then we headed to fashion...maan it was soo busy!...and i TRIED to shop..didnt find much..bought my cousin a nice top...(you better like it! and if you don't...just let me borrow it! haha ;p)..i couldnt find anything for ruthie and susan..i guess it might end up bein gift certificates. sorry i haven't been in my usual creative mood..finals wore me out! then we went to commissary to get some groceries..and of course you can't go to one without goin to the other, so we went to exchange too! haha...and there i ran into JAY magpantay...yes..my good old buddy from high school...i was SOO VERY HAPPY to see him! i gave him a big hug..caught up on what he's been up to..said hi to the family...it was hella cool..his mom even remembered who i was and i've only met her once or twice...that felt nice! wow...he looked pretty good (and tall)! that hella made my week...two weeks even! haha...but yea...it's just funny cause lately he's been poppin up in my head out of nowhere and that was weird...like i came across our asb ball dance picture..and yea..next thing i know, i see him at exchange! pretty cool...i definetly gotta chill with that fool before he leaves for the navy..i'm just glad we're still friends after all that drama or semi-drama that we had...he's still a sweetheart to me! ;>
anyways...afterwards i had to take my brother to get a haircut..but we stopped by my sister JULIUS'S house on the way cause he came over yesterday but i was asleep...saw his little brother bremmer, adorable as always! i love babies..can't wait to have some of my own...haha SIKE JP..not anytime soon guys!....then off to cousin PATRICIA'S house to bake! haha...damn our cupcakes and cake looked hideous! but they tasted great and thats all that matters...we baked it with lots of love...just hope someone will eat it! haha...oh yea..we bought mexican food...cause we're fattys like that..maan carne asada fries never tasted so great! so today was pretty fun! yea! christmas fun starts tomorrow! ;>

ever think about why things happen the way they do? like...things happen for a reason right? i dont know..been thinkin a lot about stuff..people...relationships...it's funny cause we all go into college knowing that things will never be the same again..especially with people...so why did we even try to hold on to it in the first place? is it better to let things drift away so that they no longer exist? or should we continue to TRY and make the best of what we can get out of people? relationships require the work of TWO people...