today i saw GORDO from lizzie mcguire...haha. he looks hella different. he was eating at the DC when we were there...hmm...had a math review session and then a meeting for PAA right after...the end. nothing much..oh yea..saw a couple of cute guys...haha, dang i'm soo gay. but in berkeley its big stuff if ya know what i mean! ;p

daang..i guess i skipped a few days..haha...but yea, just been up to a lot of homeworking and stuff..yup..gotta stay on top of things! i'm enjoying school right now...i love all my classes and the stuff we read...i actually feel comfortable speaking in my discussions and have opinions to voice out...pretty good shit! i think i have college down... ;> been hanging with my floor a lot too...watching the "WORTHY" shows at night..keeps me sane through the day...anyways..today was cool...jelly came over to discuss "issues" after class...her roomate moved out. that sucks, some pretty messed up shit....then jack and i went over to regulate. haha..sike jp..so yea..chilled with them for a bit until we had to go meet up everyone else for dinner..then headed to the first PASS meeting of the semester. good seeing everyone again...then...it happened...walking back to the dorms, jack and i were messing around and i started pushing him in the fountain, then he grabbed me and went on top of me...forcing me to lay on the ground..and tried to pick me up and throw me in...sheesh! i scraped my elbows! i haven't had a scrape in forever! haha...funny shit though. no hard feelings...cause i think i started it. haha...then jaime IMs me and reminds me of that time in sixth grade when we went to the beach and we were searching for those little crabs in the rocks...and someone pushed me and i ended up scraping my legs cause i slipped on the rocks...haha...that sucked. i was lucky jaime had that first aid kit! haha...maaan...so long ago! thanks jaime ;>

so today was good...haven't laughed like that in awhile...except when i'm with my floormates ;>

i broke the rules...i went out last night again. it's all good. i'm still straight with school. it was girl's night out on my floor...that was cool getting ready together and stuff. that was the first time all the girls went out together. but then we split up at the frat party. i had a lot of fun..LOTS of cute guys! but dude...they dont dance or something..i dont know. but yea..at least i saw cute guys! haha...i bet they dont even go to berkeley. everyone (the "brown suger" folks) were already drunk..i didnt drink though...but i still had fun...then we went to unit 2 to chill again..ate some cheesy sticks and got back by 3:30....geez...killed my sleeping pattern agaiN!

today is SUPER BOWL SUNDAY! my floor went all out on the party..the lounge looks hella sick..like a living room. they bought a bunch of hot dogs from top dog...Mmmmm..lemon chicken is the best! plus chips and soda and all that good stuff. drea and i decorated with streamers too..ok thats it...i wish i was in san diego's HOT weather! ;(

so last night i went to one of the kdphi's rush events..then to the lambda party with siu. it was pretty fun. the girls are hella cool and nice...but then again they're suppose to be cause yea...they want you in their sorority..but yea..i dont know if it is my thing or not. the party was alrigtht...it was hella hot and my hair was wet..nasty! there were more girls than guys...well dancing anyways. i danced with this cute guy...i forgot his name thoguh. i had some shots...and it was darn good! haha...and yea..afterwards i met up with everyone else cause they went to the pineapple party...chilled at unit 2 for a bit cause i haven't been there in a long time. then norman and chris walked me and barbara back. got home around 3...my roomates didnt get back til after 3:30..it was cool cause everyone went out on my floor and we all had fun. we ended up sleeping around 4 cause we were all talking about our nights and stuff...good shit...lots of floor bonding this week!

today i read a lot...got my homework due on monday done so thats good. the girls on my floor dyed their hairs today..it was fun. i wanna dye my hair too...but i have to wait until my roots start showing...hmmm...tomorrow is the super bowl party on my floor. its gonna be fun. tonight...i'm debating if i wanna go to another frat party...it's franz's frat so yea...but it doesnt fit into my rules for the semester...(one night of party per week)..but since i got my homework done...who knows..

im bored waiting til 3:30 so i can leave for my ortho appointment..

you know what's funny? all the girls on my floor are soo lonely! maan..including me! we're dorks. we always have talks about guys in my room...geez..ya know? hahah..it's weird..so then of course we start talking about love and shit. i remember my cousin asking me if i have ever been "in love." last month i probably would have said yes. but now...i don't know....i dont know what it was....cause if i was "in love" wouldn't i have felt MORE LOVE and LESS HURT? well i think so...we all wanna fall "in love" but we can't go out there looking for it, right? so in the meantime i guess its good to just have fun! well that's what i'm doing...enjoy the single life! "you cant hurry love!" but if and WHEN i DO fall "in love"...i know it will be REAL. it's like that one song "endless love".... "when i fall in love, it will be forever. or i'll never fall in love." right now...i guess all we can do is think about it...SIGH...you know what song i'm in love with? ryan tedder's "the look"...download it...my next b/f is gonna sing it to me on his guitar...hahahaha..sike JP ;p

ok...i dont' know what i'm talking about. sorry guys...this must sound like mad, dramatic pms girl shit...haha. i know it came out of no where..but yea..whatever. ok bye

i think i'm enjoying school a lot more this semester. im really motivated on doing work and what not. last night i finished a reading assignment, today i finished another and 2 out of 4 of my writing assignments. GOOD SHIT! i love it! i just hope i can keep it up throughout the semester. my writing class isnt that bad at all...i'm actually really attentive in that class. maybe it will help learn to like writing. my teacher is pretty cool. i dont think she'll give me a hard time or anything so thats good. astro was pretty ok..i have a lot of people on my floor in there so thats good.

today i walked pretty far to get a reader for my writing class...but it was nice walkin by myself for some reason. i feel like felilcity in new york. haha..gay i know. class ended at 12 so after i ran errands i came back and ate some rice and tocino (provided by angelo) and some good tyson bbq chicken. MMmm..that was the best! homemade in the microwave baby! then i did some work...took a nap...ate more..had an american idol party in my room and worked some more...the end...nothing too exciting

the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL was alright....didnt have trouble gettin up for my 9 30 class. Asian American Studies got me all excited...the professor is actually the author of one of the books we're gonna read so thats hella cool. he's like famous and stuff....one class that i'll definetly be tuned in to! yaay! plus there's lots of people in that class. i think that one guy i met at the frat party is in it too...but i dont know...didnt seem like he knew me. so i guess not...haha, ok whatever. i bought some of my books..i gotta go back tomorrow cause i dont know which class i'm going to drop. most likely econ cause i dont think i'm interested in it. but we'll see how astronomy goes....THEN...as i walk back to the dorms...i think, "wouldnt it be cool if i saw Yes?" haha...and i did! wooohoo! sighting number TWO of YES! too bad i was by myself and had no one to share it with...so i just called madel. haha. then we ate at the "crossroads" haha..cause i didnt wanna be lonely. (thats the name of our new dining hall)...saw becky there...and yea...after 2 hours there we finally came back to watch american idol..funny shit guys! haha...dumb people think they can sing for some reason. definite props for auditioning though! ;> chris natividad stopped by the dorms...said hi and blah blah....oh yea..i was dying in the drizzle today cause i had no umbrella...i wonder why?...hmmmmm...(uh hem...CHRIS! haha). and now i must act like the student i am and read..i actually wanna read.. ;>

battle of the sexes was great...watched with sarah and annie and drea..they have mtv...yay! i miss home...well actually my brothers. they have the chicken pox...it started this weekend..sucks. i wish i was home to take care of them. all my little cousins have it..haha...cause they chilled over break a lot so now they all have it. it started with my one cousin that visited from LA...funny. it looks gross. my mom said i had mine when i was 3 months old...i'm glad cause i wouldnt want to remember having it. ok the end...dinner was fun...chillen was cool...

Back in BERKELEY! so here's how the weekend went..
friday: the drive up was pretty fun...cause i made it fun. haha..my little brother is too funny to mess around with. since the roads were foggy as heck, i told him that we were on a haunted freeway...he believed me.haha...anyways..got to the airforce base that we stayed at, for 32 bucks a night, at around 10...then we went to sleep.
saturday: we get up kinda late...head to comissary and exchange on the base to get me some stuff for the dorm..ya know...food and such cause i'm always hungry at night. then we start heading to berkeley to drop off my stuff 30 minutes away from the base...BUUUUUT freakin traffice for miles and miles. and it wasnt even stop and go traffic...it was STOPPED traffic...we were in the same spot for half an hour. and it was hot. people started turning off their cars and stepping out tryin to find out what the hold up was...haha..that was funny. i went on the sun roof and videotaped everyone on the freeway. luckily we were stopped by the exit so everyone started to get off the freeway. we decided to go back to berkeley the next day since there was no use. ended up stoppin by some ghetto mall...worse then plaza! and im not joking you
sunday: went to the JELLY BELLY FACTORY!! yup! some good ol' family fun! went on a tour..haha..some funny ass shit! i was videotaping a bunch of shit and then the lady said no cameras allowed in the factory..but F that! haha..i used my clever skills to get some footage of the factory..they gave hats and everything too! fun fun fun! haha..then headed to the dorms to drop off my stuff and met up with my cousin charlene again and her brother...took the family around campus..ate at top dog...then my cousin, sister and brother went to SF to shop. i saw the cute worker at lady footlocker..haha...made eye contact right away. then when i was sitting at the food court by myself waiting..he was on his break...haha..i passed by and we smiled at each other..he was on the phone the whole time though...must be the g/f or something.
today: my sister is a freakin biatch when she's on her rag! i just wanna slap her! but yea...they dropped me back here in berkeley and then took off for home...unpacked for about and hour and a half..then ate at the new DC with the crew. its HELLA nice! more food...but confusing...then i came back to figure out my schedule since i forgot my classes and stuff...i'll buy books tomorrow..fixed up the dorm more..and yea...later we're gonna eat out for jelly's birthday. too bad i missed out on yesterday...sounds like they all had loads of fun..sucks for me

oh yea..and i lied... i dont like my hair anymore, its too light...i miss my old, dark, HEALTHY hair. now it feels all dead and rough. i dont think highlights suit me. everyone says its nice..but YEA RIGHT! stop the pity comments! i dont think it looks right on me or maybe i'm just ugly...but now that i have them i dont have to wonder about having them anymore. i have to keep it since i paid for it...but when they start looking more hideous..im dying it one solid color.

ok...im all packed up and i'm bout ready to head out...just waiting for my brother to get out of school. i encountered one of theeeee most funniest moments ever with my mom. we were in my sisters room..i was getting packed up and she was cleaning up for some reason. then she opens her drawer...hahaha...before i left for berkeley in august, i had my "first drunken" experience at my goin away party with the fellas...nate gave me some 99 bananas..and he told me to save the bottle as a token of the day...but i couldnt leave it in my room since my brother was gonna take over it...so i put it in my sister's drawer...HAHAHAH...my mom found it! she was like...what's this? i told her it was my sisters...HAHAHA...then she said "how come she wants it?" and she reads "porty-nine point pibe percent alcohol" (in her filipino accent) and i told her it was cause she liked the bottle...haha... cracks me up...i love my mama!

so here's how my last day in SD went...bought lunch with my little brother cause we were oh so hungry...then RUTHIE came over...yaaay! my best buddy! we chilled at my house just like the good ol' days when we'd come home from school. soo much fun. our talks about life...family...relationships...practically everything are always great. she truly is one of kind! then we went to pick up my brother from morse in the G RIDE...yes, my van! just like old times...haha...soo many memories driving that big lug around! and then...yes...i finally did it...after years of stalling...i did it...i killed my hair! HIGHLIGHTS!! yaaay! ;> i feel soo BRAND NEW! it's different and I LOVE IT! only 65 bucks...not bad at all! haircut place at plaza is the bomb! only thing is...i look more mexican now...not that there's anything wrong with that. its just cause before everyone i met thought i was half mexican..and i totally did not see how...but now with my highlights i can see it. haha..ok, whatever...im being gay. and yea...so then came home...started to wash some clothes...angelo came over to drop off is "balikbayan box" that i'm gonna bring up for him..he got a tat..then watched some tv with the bro...that one filipino chick on star search was pretty good but she lost...umm..and yea...i'm sleepy cause someone called me at 2 last night and woke me up...weird cause i havent talk to him in ages but it was nice hearing from him again...but yea, i still have to pack...i hate packing. it sucks...especially when you do it a lot.

i'm bored...thanks for remembering my birthday jamie! youre soo sweet...oh, and i'll help you with the comment thing. IM me later

hmmm...my last day in San Diego...i leave tomorrow...an 8 hour drive plus 3 days with the family up in berkeley! woohoo! sucks how i couldnt chill with everyone though...didnt get to see rey and dexter and allen..allen was feelin ill or something. and i couldnt go out last night with janet cause my dad worked late so i had to stay home with the bros...hmm...sucks.

my mom went rampage on me yesterday..haha..she was blaming me cause she couldnt find this thing. i told her it wasnt me and i dont know where it was...then she says.."it's a miracle then! where did it go? the ghosts took it?!" HAHAHHAHAHA..wtf?!...i was laughing my ass off! she's weird. then she says "this is not a laughing matter...you took it. i know it!" in that fobby pilipino accent of hers...my lord...pilipino mothers crack me up! then she made me clean again..woopty doo!

i like the coke commercial with mya..i think im gonna DL that song. haha..i also like the song in the commercial of "how to lose a guy in 10 days"...haha..dawson's creek was wack. the bachelorette was cool. i wanna be the next one. guys are just given to you..makes things easier.ok the end. i'm bored

nevermind..i did it! wooooooooopeeee! ;>

YAAAAAAAAAAY! i have a comments page! but it says "shout out"...how gay is that?! does anyone know how to change it?

got up around 11 today...went online...then madel IMs me to go to her house since "brown suger" was gonna leave soon...so i ask my mom if i could go...and surprisingly she said yes. even though i was suppose to clean today..yaay for me! so i hurry my ass up to get ready..usually i take an hour but today i made record time and got done in 30 minutes! whoa! big stuff for me! i'm always slow getting ready...and i even beat chris gettin there too! wow...so proud of myself! so we chilled at madel's huge house in eastlake for awhile..ate jack in the box that we made chris buy for us cause we got power like that...haha sike JP..he's just nice. and yea..after they left chris and i stayed a little bit longer and just watched some tv. the AMA's just got done...i like the little asian girl in missy's video. she's adorable. maaan...i sooo need someone to watch "battle of the sexes" with cause i need someone to scream with whenever they show Yes...haha...i'm such a teenie-bopper! but shit...he's cute! and he was dancing! haha..ok the end of my lame life. piss out!

yesterday was pretty cool...went to jay magpantay's goin away party and took my cousin with me. he leaves for the navy tomorrow. we stayed there for a long while and it was hella cold! it was nice seeing people from high school and catching up on what's been goin on. haha..me and mabel are funny...it was weird seeing jay with his girlfriend...i guess cause...yea...haha. damn those high school days! first guy that broke my heart...but he still is lookin cute as ever! ; > but anyways...afterwards i had to leave early cause my family was gonna eat out for my sister's birthday. we went to panda inn at horton plaza. we were supposed to go ice skating after but we got lazy. so me and my sister just took my cousin around downtown and seaport village. it was cool...the city is soo pretty at night! then later that night i met up with the berkeley crew since the folks from LA came down. we ended up watching "just married" at regal..i was falling asleep..but it was a pretty "ok" movie, i kinda teared at the end..haha...then we went home since we were all pretty tired so we scratched out goin to barona...

today was my cousin's last day here...we tried to get up early but didnt. we went to pick up cousin patricia so we can all finally chill. we ate lunch then ran some last minute errands at plaza...again! i hate goin there! but it was definetly some GOOD TIMES! whenever me and my cousins are together, we act soo crazy! its loads of fun! i love these times...our family song is "a moment like this"...haha..and we listened to it on the way to the airport. kinda got us all sad. it was funny cause we took the "courtesy shuttle" so we didnt have to walk across the parking lot. it felt like we were in philippines riding a jeepney. but yea...got there around 3:45 and her flight was supposed to leave at 4...i always get there around 10-15 minutes before my flight and i've always made it. but turns out her flight already left...maaan...i felt soo bad! cause the whole day we were joking around about her missing her flight...i'd be like "omg..3 hours until your flight...we gotta leave now or your gonna miss it!"...maan..i guess we jinxed ourselves. and she was hella worried the whole day about missing her flight but i told her not to worry...the next flight was at 5:10 so she took that one. but still...that sucks and its kinda my fault...actually the damn airport...how come it left soo early?! my flights always leave 10 minutes late! geez!

oh yea...my sister took my car to riverside so i guess im stuck with the van...sucks for me ;(

thursday was HELLA FUN! me and my cousin drove to pamona to visit her friends and i went to see RAYMOND...it was cool. we chilled in their dorms and chopped it up. their dorms are hella small...and i thought mine was compact! cause they're in triples also. i like seeing other colleges..its fun. raymond introduced me to all his friends. they're funny and weird...well they talk about weird stuff and they're all guys..8 of them. (haha..raymond!) but they're cool..they're already getting a house. how cool! i want my house too! then we ate at their dining hall..the commons. it's small but they have better food...definetly..cute guys? hmm...i dont know.. haha...but yea..then we left to go to my sister's apartment in riverside to change so that we could meet up later for the frat party at a club there. it was the "pineapples" rushee party and all girls were free before 10:30...but by the time we got up to the line it was like 10:35..so we had to pay 7 bucks..boooo! but it was worth it. the club was packed! soooooooooo much fun! at first i was hesitant since i wouldnt know anyone there...but my sister and cousin and raymond..but yea..once i heard that music...i was good to go! i haven't had that much fun dancing in a long time! foooooooooooor-real! there's HELLA GUYS there....and they're not that bad at all..."danceable" haha..and they actually dance with you. at berkeley...the guys dont really dance with girls..or actually theres NO guys...just girls...or they already have girls and whatever...so i'd say that the frats are definetly funner down here just cause there's more people that go to them. like i always had someone to dance with...raymond is fun to dance with cause he looks cute poppin his collar..haha ;p ...thanks maan for showing me around and partying it up with me! it was loads of fun...the time of my life! that was the first time i partied with my sister..well she was all drunk with her sorority..but yea..weeird! haha..thats my sister! raymond's sister was there too..haha..good times!

cool moment..when i was dancing at the club this guy taps me on the shoulder and asks me if i go to berkeley...turns out he goes to berkeley too and he sees me around a lot..coooL! i felt all special and "noticed" but i felt bad too cause i totally dont remember seeing this guy anywhere...he's not with PASS or PAA so i wouldnt know him through the clubs..and yea...he seemed pretty cool and cute...but i dont even remember his name! i'm soo bad..i met too many people to remember..but i do know where he lives...unit 2, griffith, 5th floor...so yea..gotta write that down so ill remember and maybe i'll stop by. haha ok...the end.

happy birthday to my sister christine..even though she's mean right now..and chris natividad (jan 11..i remembered maan)!

daang...i blog too much. but yea, so what!...i like blogging. someone to talk to about my day since i dont have any to talk to anymore...sigh..oh well...this is the next best thing! and i love it!

it was a pretty lazy day...didnt feel like doing much since the weather was trippin. i started off the day in a tank and slippers and ended it with a turtle neck and boots since it started raining outside. so i had to come home and change. anyways...went to costco to develop some film...spent an hour getting a grip of samples.. cause me and my cousin are ghetto like that. well actually not..cause ya know YA'LL be grubbin there too! dont be shy! haha..but we did buy some real food there too. it's cheap and the chicken bake rocks! MMmmm..they even have good ass churros for a dollar compared to the 3 dollar ones at disneyland. then we went to plaza to buy my sister her sHtuff...then home cause we were sleepy. then plaza again cause my cousin had to meet her other cousin there...who also went to morse and is in asb..the one who beat ruthie..we just never knew we were connected like that...haha..SMALL WORLD once again...ok...boring day..tomorrow i'm goin to visit raymond in pamona and party it up in ucr..yaaaaaaaaay! ;>

DUDE...i dont know why...but i just got done watching my whole video tape from my grad party and graduation...sheeesh...talk about memories! i all got chills during the procession...that darn song makes me emotional! haha...maan...i actually teared a bit. i miss those days...i definetly wish i could relive those two days....SIGH...i was SO HAPPY!

today was pretty funny. my cousin charlene from vallejo is here for the week. i picked her up from the airport yesterday. today we went to fashion cause she was suppose to meet her friend that she met in hawaii who coincidentally goes to sdsu. so we met up with him and his friend........WACK! haha..my lord. my cousin was all shy. why was i the one talking? so yea...we ahead of time devised a plan to escape if she didnt feel him...so i told her to call my cell and i'd pretend that i had to go cause i had to pick up my brother..haha..i am the QUEEN OF PLANS! after chillen for like an hour..she called my cell and BOOM! we were outta there! haha...well we ended up chillen at the mall for another hour or two eating and whatever. we were all scared that we'd bump into them..haha..that'd be somthin' ya know?! at one point i swear i saw them and we hella got up, left our food at the table and hid behind the umbrellas. haha..but it wasnt them. some look-alikes! hah. yea, that was funny. my cousin got her ears pierced and then i took her to haircut place to get her hair re-dyed cause it desperately needed some correction. daaang...they already know me there.haha they're like..."yea, when do you go back to berkeley?" and stuff like that. that's my third time there in less than 2 weeks. and I STILL gotta go back for my highlights.haha..its all good. they're my friends...jay called me up to eat but my cousin was no where near done...so yea..aww, maybe next time! he even called my on sunday too...daang..bad timing i guess.

TRAUMATIZING MOMENT of 2003:
so i run into chrisel gonzales at macy's cause she works there...we approached each other all surprised and stuff to see each other. but here's how she did it...she has a weird look on her face then slowly comes closer to my face...puts both hands on my cheeks and says:
C: "what happened?"
J: "HUH?! nothing...why?"
C: "i thought you had something in the side of your mouth"
J: "what?! nooooooo...."
C: "did you get your teeth pulled out or something?"
J: "NO! ewwwwwww are you callin me fat?!"
C :"HAHAHAH! JENN GOT FATTER!"

ARGH...............how embarrasing! i guess i hella gained weight! i'll never forget that maaan!

i love san diego! the weather is soooo great! i can wear a tank top in january! ;>

so yesterday was pretty fun. went with my sister to get highlights...she copied me. but i let her go first just in case i didnt like it. but i like it. so i'm gonna get some too...yay! finally...i've been wanting them for years but i always got scared of killin my hair. now i dont care as much. anyways..afterwards i went to my cousin's house...a little family shindig before my cousin went back to new york. it was lots of fun. i missed playing with the little cousins and acting stupid. hah..we took a lot of dumb pictures on the digital camera. i want one. then we played basketball..my arm hurt cause i'm out of shape like that. everytime i made a shot all of them said.."yaaay!" haha..cousins..gotta love em'! yesterday was also supposedly the "berkeley crew outing" but that didnt happen cause madel and sherlyn couldnt go. but jelly called me up and said that her and chris wanted to chill still...but that didnt happen either. jelly had drama or something i think. we were gonna go to the casino with susan and julius...and i really wanted to go too! but susan and juls still came over. we ate at inn n out and rented mr deeds. i also applied for a blockbuster card! yaay for me! haha..the end. wait..you know what i realized? i'm always out with couples...sheesh..doesnt' that suck?! fooor-reaL! jenn=3rd wheel...haha..it's all good though..at least i'm drama free? grrrrrrrrr...whatever..maybe i'm better off alone...sike! yea right! i'm still waiting for my prince charming to sweep me off my feet! i'm a hopeless romantic..so what!

today i had to clean and drive my sister back to riverside...what fun for me! jay called to chill..i wish i could have gone but i knew my limits..i went out last night. plus i still have a bunch of cleaning to do..BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i'm tired...just got back from riverside...but i wanna talk about my day cause i'm a dork like that

so yesterday i go get my hair cut...ok, not really cut..but a trim..an inch and a half. i like my long hair so of course, once again i chicken out of my hopeful "dramatic change" into the college look...but she did layer it a lot! i was dying watching her cut my layers shorter and shorter..she was weird too..talking to me about her new year's eve out and stuff like that...haha, i was tryin to act like i cared with my fake smile, but i didnt really give a Fck cause she was cutting my hair, ya know?! it's like.."lady, please..concentrate!" hah..but hair turned out alright...it feels short but its still pretty long.

so then the plan was to go to RIVERSIDE and spend the night with my sister and brother at her apartment...not too exciting..so i give KRISTINE alberto a call to see if she was in IRVINE so i could finally visit her...sure enough she was! yaaay! so i drive about 45 minutes from riverside to irvine on some dark ass freeways all by myself. it was hella cool cause sherlyn was actually in irvine too staying at her sister's place so i call her up and we head to the dorms...yay kristine and KIM fang! haven't seen them in forever...we were just chillen in their dorm with mark and kevin...caught up on each other's lives...gossiped (cause that's what me and kristine do best! haha ;p) and yea...thats the second time i've in irvine so yea... the dorms are hella different from berkeley! soo many dang buildings! and it's all trees and and hills and grass...and its not too lit up either..we tried finding our way around to kristine's dorm but yea...ended up walkin all around. haha...so mark and kristine came to meet us at their dining hall...then like at 11 or something we went to get some boba..it's cheaper for some reason at their lollicup. then kristine and mark went to buy food and sherlyn and i were gonna meet them at the other dorm..mesa court...so yea...sherlyn and i were there..tryin to meet people. got into a couple dorms and talked to some people. they were all looking at us like we were dumb. haha..i guess since we were roaming around at 12 not knowing where the hell we were going. haha..but it was fun...finally got to stay out pass 12! ya know sherlyn?! haha..i left at 1 cause i didnt wanna drive back too late...so yea, didnt get back til 2. and i had parallel park..like in between two cars on the street all by myself in the dark! freak...i thought i was gonna hit my car...took me a good 3-5 minutes..but yup i got in! i couldnt even sleep cause that dang boba kept me up! grr...i hate that! oh yea..thanks for the irvine shirt kristine..i'm coming back and we're gonna go party okay?! haha..too bad i didn't run into someone...sike HAHAHAHA JP ya'll! ;p

today i just shopped...actually saw jelly's ate at the mall..funny...ok..the end cause i'm tired

WELCOME 2003!

Happy birthday angelo..my political activist! haha

soo...had a good talk with madel today...she's probably one of the few people i can talk to these days, thanks madel! she's really good at listening and making me feel better...especially about guys. haha..but yea..the "friend" thing came up...i remember how susan told me before i left for college that you meet your true friends between the ages of 18 and 25...well i'm 19 now...and the people who i consider my REAL friends are the ones i can STILL talk to and depend on for when i just need someone to be there...i wish people didnt have to change

i hate the feeling of being lost and empty! ; /

i wanna go back to berkeley...where freedom rings!