2005 Recap??

Right about now I would do my annual year in review....but for 2005?? I'd much rather NOT. It was a year of crazy/mad drama, petty arguments, hurtful words, tears, broken hearts, empty promises, lies, and lost love. I should have known from the way it started. To sum it up...it was full of CHANGE. People don't like to admit that they've changed....but here i am saying it bluntly. I'm not the same person. Agressive, sarcastic, bitchy, emotional, vulnerable, loud, definitely more outgoing.....take it or leave it. Aside from all the drama for YO' MAMA, i didnt catch myself turning into this "party girl." I think ive drank and partied more this year than my last three years at berkeley combined. Oh well, bout time I lived it up! I swear I've been through more than my share of shit this year and I'm ready for a fresh start.....seriously. Thanks to everyone who made my year worthwhile and RIGHT through all the things that went WRONG.

roel: for breaking my heart over and over again and letting me go, so i could finally "LET GO." im sorry.

mari: for teaching me how to live the single life and being my 24/7 confidant

the roomies: for dealing with me, helping me, and then laughing at me. heart you bhetches!

mike: for reminding me that im worth something and making me smile again :)

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These were my 2005 resolutions:
1) GAIN the freshman 15 all over again
2) build a stronger heart
3) LIVE LIFE

-gaining the freshman 15..ummm, yea. that didnt work out too well with all the stress i had this year.
-a stronger heart? i think thats always going to be in the process.
-live life?? HELL YEA I DID! :D

so for 2006 i think im going to skip out on resolutions and instead always remember the things ive learned this year:

1) karma is a fat bitch!! and it hits you more than once...so watch out!
2) words are worth nothing without actions
3) you cant forget the past, but you can definitely ACCEPT it. if you don't, it will only kill you in the end.
4) all guys are the same??? im still hoping for the exception.
5) live in the present....cause thats where the fun is at!

"And I heard 'em say, nothin's ever promised tomorrow, today"

Happy New Year Folks!



2006....pleeeeease be a good one! lookin forward to even more good times, happy times, and lovely times :)

drunk in sd

fun drunken times last night in PB :) thanks guys for coming out to party...(especially madel and angelo! geez you guys!!) , and buying me drinks. $2 drinks are the best fckn invention ever!! its always good seeing folks from high school. can we get over the drama though??!

you know what sucks?? just when my parents allow me to live out my youth, they have to move us 45 mintues away from civilization...sucks for me to make the drive home at 2 in the AM. which also means i can "have fun," but not "too much fun." booooooo!

so im talking to mike last night around 3 in the morning and hear his brother in the background say, "she crawled out and fell in the sink." Right away, my heart drops and i KNOW he's talkin about Baby Love. She's such a little rascal. Thank God she was rescued before being chopped up for turtle soup in the grinder. Poor girl always does this whenever she hasnt seen me for awhile. i love her to death!

yaaay for Berkeley!


hahah...sorry earl, but this picture hella cracks me up. who's drunk??


im lazy...check out my album for the other pictures.

oh, i think they like me

thank you friends for calling/texts/IMs....heart you guys! spent the day chillen with the fam and eating at todai since i was free...love me my sushi!

so i think im gonna die of boredom. there's nothing to do in this house. one computer and one tv is what im surviving off of. my dad hogs the tv like no other and myspace, facebook, and blogs/xangas can only entertain you for so long. this sucks. driving down consumes gas like crazy, especially when driving back up the dayam mountain. cracks me up whenever im driving home and my ears get plugged. the highlights of my day consists of when slchino signs on or i hear that ugly ass bach cello ring tone. other than that, time is spent exploring boring-ass north sd.

random thought: remember being a kid and having mcdonalds being such a treat?? nowadays its more like, dayam...im fckn broke and hungry so lets go to mcdonalds.

i miss baby love....and maybe her turtle sitter too. i wonder how big she is now? actually kinda jealous of her cause she gets to see some fugly, sometimes hot, dude everyday. hahah :)

Who the Fuck is 22 years old today??

NOT ME!!!



Every year I look forward to my mom waking me up on my birthday by singing "haaaappy birDthday to you...haaaaaappy birDthday dear jenn jenn....haaaappy birDthday to you!" then she hops in bed with me. good to know she STILL does it. LOVELY...thanks mom for giving birth to me!

ps, im 21 FoooooooReeeeeeeeVeR! get it right!

baby it's cold outside

but not in SD!! haha...sorry for ya nor-cal-ers!

so far the break has been good. keepin busy doing this and that. the new house is fun. still getting the marble flooring and carpet done so we're stuck in the living room for now. all good...but can't wait to move into my OWN room! here's my little week in review:

-headed up to irvine with ruthie and jesse to chill with susan before she heads out to redding. didnt tell the parentals where i was heading so when my phone rang and the caller id read "dad's work" i kinda hesitated to pick up, but took the chance anyways. told him i was LA figuring id get in trouble anyways, and all he said was, "ya know there's gonna be traffic later." muahahah..thats a damn moment folks! my parents are either #1 finally accepting im a grown child, or #2 too busy thinking about this new house of ours. i think it's the latter, but im not complaining! :)


-since the wild animal park is now practically next door to us, the sibs and cousin decided to spend a day there. fun stuff? eh...the place is boring. fyi, the damn tram ride is 60 minutes long! learned a couple things though....like how missle toe is grown and the difference between an antler and horn. cool stuff i guess


-friday was ruthie's 21st so we went to rock bottom...saw a couple of folks and my cousins. not too poppin' but it was cool.


-christmas weekend was the merriest ever. dont recall the last time that ALL of my family were together. happy times ya'll. i love the craziness of filipinos...damn karaoke and taking the left overs to another auntie's house the next day. i may sound biased, but i think i have one of the most beautiful families ever! ;p


anyways...im lazy. check out pictures on my imagestation (link's on the right)

merry christmas erBreeeBody!

ps. i freakin LUB this girl!

4th year, Semester 1 OVER!

Just finished my last final...man does it feel good!

Feels like a good a time as any to reflect on the past semester. In one word it would be, "EMOTIONAL." And that's on school, family, friendships, relationships, social life. But it was still dayam fun!

Lots of pressure on school this semester, just trying to get my shit done. I think I did pretty well partying hard and studying harder when it came down to it. yea?? I hope so. I actually liked my classes, made friends for the first time, and spent hours in the library. good shit. Even though PAHC took over my life the last couple months, it was an experience to remember. Still can't believe I coordinated an event on campus...ain't that nuts?! Oh Mission Concert, how I love thee!

My family moved out of the old house and I'm bout to start a new life in valley center...hah. this better be good! Every time I talk to them they ALWAYS talk about my graduation...I just want to make them proud. I love my family...then end. *tear*

Building and re-building friendships was definitely a highlight this semester. Though some may have become a little tainted....can't do much but say, "thats life for ya!" Got a lot closer to the roomates....oh maan, love it! Wish we were this open a long time ago. hahaha...HILARIOUS!

Hmm...don't really wanna touch the subject of relationships. I don't think I've ever had this much drama with the opposite sex. Got myself into trouble a couple times, but let's not repeat that. When it comes down to it, I started the semester like this >:o and now I'm : ) so you should too!

And lastly, the social life has been too good to me. Being 21 is costly but worth the good times. Getting crunked every dang week this semester....(seriously)....all I can say is "cheers!" And apologies to the liver and parentals.

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. "

bleh...almost there!

missed out last night when ALL the roomies EXCEPT me celebrated the end of finals. fckers...sike! haha jp. im just jealous. love their drunken calls. somehow the whole apartment (plus mike) ended up on my top bunk bed causing a ruckus. i think thats the most action my bed has ever gotten...or has it?? HAHA JUST JOKING! couldnt sleep for shit last night so ended up getting out of bed at 3am to study more. bad choice cause i woke up at 10am.

It's 6pm....got a final tomorrow @ 8am and then at 12:30pm.....wish me luck!

maybe i should shower or somethin' : /

ps...i think i'm going to be forced to give Baby Love away. Makes me wanna cry cause i love that turtle soo much. SIGH. I wanna drop her off at the zoo where i KNOW she'll be taken care of and I can visit her whenever i want.

finals

dude...i have two consecutive fckN finals on monday and i can't study for shit right now!

errr...mother effer....


blah blah...i suck.

major picture updates

DnBs

Drinkin it up @ DnBs for Val's bday
First time EVER winning that stupid game! And i did it when i was under the influence?? haha






















Mission Concert
Dayne and I after the concert...can you tell how exhausted we are??
Senior Show
arent they sexy??
Norwin loves "our humps"
Seniors! :)


with some of my favorite 3rd years

the end :)

giving them something to talk about, real talks, and cookies in bed at 5am...love, love, love it!

whenever there's an UP...there's always a DOWN

never thought id be the one to fck up....guess there's always a first for everything. and this semester says it ALL....it was full of "firsts"

....and regrets


:(

here's another..."oh mother fcker!"

things are just sooo NOT RIGHT, right now.

it's been craaazy

Senior Show: can't believe it's over! even more, i cant believe i actually performed! haha...it was mad fun though :)

PAHC dinner/gift exchange @ CPK: i think we were the most belligerent people ever. our waiter was the coolest. hooked sherlyn and i up with an extra 3 spring rolls and loaf of bread..so we hooked him up with a lil somethin' somethin too . someone please explain to me why 90% of our white elephant gits were alcohol related?

Mari's party bus: even more belligerent. i cant believe i drank that much :( passed out on the bus..thanks to everyone who took care of my drunkass...especially madel and mike for coming over at 4 am. errrrrrrr.........ya know how you're drunk and dont think about consequences?? yea....let me leave it at that.

so i spent the whole freakin saturday throwing up...literally.

pics up later....for now, its time to study for finals.

long overdue

so i guess the hype of mission concert is all over. comments?? despite running my ass around all day, answering questions/phone calls, blah blah... i think it went well...really well. none of the performers sucked, we didn't go over time too much, our intro was the cutest thing ever (even though i hella messed up...sorry, other things on my mind!), it was extremely organized (as said by Bento's mangaer ;> ) and i THINK people enjoyed themselves?? I admit throughout the concert I just wanted it to be over cause i was soo exhausted from the day. and really though...the flowers made my night. good to be recognized for all your hard work. kinda sad its over...KINDA!

I didn't get to take any pictures :(

I came home and seriously ran to the couch to get me some relaxation. wasnt feeling the afterparty but ended up going and having a fun time. oh maaan...6 shots in like an hour and a half?? hahaha...2 malibus, BREAK, kamikaze and scooby snack, BREAK, and ended the night with 2 petrones thanks to michael and ali :) mike and madel carried me home...hahah. then past out for the first time EVER in my life. hmm...lets not have that happen again ;p

next day spent in SF shopping for christmas gifts that i wanna keep for myself. madel and michael got to see goapole perform...punkasses.

random:
-i lost my earring that my mom gave me...its the first pair of earrings my dad bought her. hmm...maybe i shouldnt mention it.
-starting to feel sick?? be careful what you wish for
-things happen for a reason


And now, i leave you with this (jacked from my cousin):
"behind every bitch, there's a guy that made her that way."
HEH! soo f'N true!

what now??

Mission Concert is over...

more details later...

for now, all I have to say is THANK YOU...you know who are :)

Ready or Not....

MISSION CONCERT IS HERE!!

excited, worried, stressed, scared, praying things go smoothly...


God gave us a beautiful day, let's hope for an even better concert!

3months of hard work...let's see what PUMP is really made of :)

breath in...breath out....we can do this!


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....squealing with delight!

Already??

can't believe it's already december! My faaaaaaavorite month. All the good things in life stuffed into 31 days :) birthday, christmas, new years eve...

today's horoscope: "Don't feel guilty if you have done youre best." suits the mood from this whole week.

its been a freakin roller coaster....stressed, not stressed...then back to stressed.

sorry for the emo drama. ill be good saturday night. thank you.

did i mention i hate emails and phone calls right now??