Signed, Sealed, Delivered....I'm YOURS

and so it ends. if it's meant to be, it will be. if it's not, then i'll be ok. but right now, i'm pretty proud. the process has forced me to look back at the past four years and although it may not be as great academically...at least i can say i never gave up.

here's a quote from ms. sherry that i remembered reading from her blog:
"and i guess the most important thing is that by doing this "thing" you become closer to your goals and what you want to do. being ridiculous is never an easy thing to do and you may fall down many times, so many that giving up may be a tempting choice. but hopefully, in the end, it will be all worth it! maybe thats why it is called "being ridiculous" because you may fail many times, the odds may feel like it is not in your favor, it can bring you down, and the timing may never feel right, but you are ridiculous enough to continue on with it. it is never to late to be ridiculous, proceed at your own pace."

it's just another step in what they call "growing up"

to whom it may concern

how hard is it to...

1. put in a new roll of toilet paper when you obviously took the LAST FUCKIN PIECE?
2. put in a new roll of paper towels when you obviously took the LAST FUCKIN PIECE?
3. wash the rice cooker when obviously there's NO MORE FUCKIN RICE IN IT?
4. clean the FUCKIN STRAINER after you wash your FUCKIN DISHES?
5. wipe the FUCKIN SINK after you splatter water all over the FUCKIN COUNTER?


HOW FUCKIN HARD IS IT?! COMMON FUCKIN SENSE!!

I'm soo about to shoot someone right now. Where did all this anger come from you might ask?? Having to get up in the middle of taking a shit just because some lazy ass fucker was too lazy to refill the toilet paper after leaving it completely empty.

I AM FREAKIN FED UP.

:inhale: :exhale:

that felt good :) thank you for listening.

aint no fun if the homies can't have none

valentine's dayS...semi gourmet home cooked dinner complete with dessert and the growing pains marathon. then equinox the next night with a failed attempt to complete a full revolution before we finished dinner. we love food too much <3

blush..."oh my gosh, sooo much fun!" i was doing soo well until we stepped out the club :( wasted my $20 sushi buffet dinner. haha, it was well worth the good times though! i wonder how dennys employees deal with such drunk belligerance every weekend??

i hate chinese new year.

i really really need to do something productive, library foSHO tomorrow.

this is no fun

for a hot second i was enjoying the rain...given that it hardly rained this winter. but fuck that. i take it back. heller, slc, and every other place where i can eat and go online was mad packed...with people and nasty must. this led me to half an hour of wandering aimlessly in the rain trying to find a descent place that will accept both me and my hot cup of tea. i gave up.

the tip of my socks are soaked. rain boots would be really nice right now. i remember when i was in second grade, i had these bomb ass white cowboy boots that kept my little feet dry. i wonder what kind of outfits i wore with those boots?? haha...random memories.

why must we have an open book midterm?? if only they told us earlier, maybe i could have bought that $100+ physio book at a cheaper, used price. duuuuumb.

stop, wait a minute

is it just me or are the days and weeks suddenly in fast forward mode?

random thought: remember how we learned cursive in elementary school? what was the point of that? to learn how to write our signature perhaps; because id say 1 in 50 people actually still use cursive today. what a waste of time.

im addicted to gummy chocos :)