Monday, February 28, 2005

daaamn, that was a good night!

things have been soo wonderful :)

the past few days ive actually had a life...surprised? yea, i know!

first off, my bio midterm sucked ass. im hoping they curve that...fingers crossed! then lunch with mari was great...if only i was single huH? SIKE...hahaha. JOKE lang :) OH, and i finally did my laundry after how long?? lets not say...i blame the the overpriced washers and dryers in this building.

thursday night was definitely the time of my life, i think we ALL needed that spontanaity:
kay: "dude, lets do something tonight. i wanna get out"
jenn: "heck yea! im sooo fckN down right now! lemme call mari"
mari: "dude, im on my way to berkeley headed to blakes! im soo picking you guys up!"
us :"allllllllllllllllriiiight!!"
jenn: "sherlyn, wanna go to Blakes?"
sherlyn: "i dont know...i have a lot of stuff to do."
jenn: "c'mon...lets have fun for once"
sherlyn: "uhhh....okaaaaay!"
jenn:"EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEeeeeEEEeE!!!"

hahaha....soo, we got ready in half and hour and headed our way to Blakes, after pre-partying of course. got to blakes, had a few drinks. got more drunk, then sherlyn and i get our asses kicked out cause, ahem, she was under 21?? hahahah...its all goood though! at least we finished our drinks! the night was still young so we headed our buzzed butts to Jo's party where we had even more drinks. good changed of scenery for sure though. sherlyn got hit in the face with a door, i got beer spilled all over me, and we had a few hits of mary jane. decided to start the long journey home at 1:30am with a few pit stops...hahah. got home at 2?? and still managed to stay up for another hour talking in our beloved pit. i love my roomies :) why did we feel like freshmen walking the streets for parties thursday night? it was great.

friday was PAA's pajama jam....it was... not as great as i hoped. dancing in pjs is fun though! so i guess we are in the time where technology rules our lives right? so then it must NOT be strange that a guy asked me for my email address. that is AFTER he tried to tell me who i was just by shaking my hand for a good minute. hmmm...interesting!

studied and caught up with school all day saturday, not really in the mood for goin out in the rain.

ps...it was a record breaking weekend with two shows up in the ALC. whoa.

oh yea, and i got my 7 jeans, yeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss :)

Friday, February 18, 2005

3 day weekend?

pssh...more like 3 days of studying. i just want to thank my professors for assigning a paper and a midterm the day after a VERY RARE 3 day weekend. yes, thank you. i should be writing my paper at this moment, but i have a bad case of writer's block. or could it be laziness?? either way, im hoping that blogging will get me in the writing mood.

today was pretty great...made me some cash, sun came out....had TWO dates :)
#1: roel and i went to SF to have his watch adjusted, ate some fish burritos courtesy of it being Friday, found out there's a new humongous 3-story forever 21 across the mall AND an H&M opening this fall. im pretty excited cause ive heard soo much about that store in NY.
#2: sherlyn and i had some pho....yummy. then ended the night with a trip to walgreens on the way home to get some milk. best friday night in weeks!!

oh yea, i also did the unthinkable and bought a pair of jordans. yes, i know. not really my style, but they were on sale...impulse shopping.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

pretty tulips
this is what i came home to : )


<3 Happy Valentines Day <3
spent with good company, mexican food, presents, oh, and studying for my midterm : /

Saturday, February 12, 2005

for all you curious georges': YES, we are back together :)
this past week has been full of good times...

junior gathering was fuuuun. even if we couldnt eat the meat, i think we all managed. dont think i can ever give up meat. fentons ice cream afterward. ash wednesday...dont really know what to give up that i wont go back to in the end. so i just decided to better myself by having more fun. you probably dont get it, but i do so oh well.

Happy 21st Birthday to ROEL :)
he expected some jordan gear, but i surprised him with a kenneth cole watch. he likes it :) partied last night to the countdown of his birthday where we surprised him with the traditonal birthday cake at midnight. gosh it was sooo hot. belevedere and grey goose and henessey. crazy. he beat us by 30 minutes having the police knock on his door @ 1am. some people in the building need to seriously lighten up. ended the night with a trip to nations. i think the funnest part was dressing up sherlyn....hahah. juuuuust joooooking!

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

i write so that i can remember everything that i am feeling

sometimes i just wanna give up. but, im a stupid girl so i dont. i used to think that letting go of a person was the hardest thing to do. NOW, i think its learning to FORGIVE and love that ONE person again with the same faith and trust you once had. how do you do it? is it even possible? the thing is, no one will ever know unless they go through it. so i guess its matter of taking risks with yourself, especially your heart. fck.

i guess thats what love does to you....


"Love is not just looking at each other, it's looking in the same direction."

Monday, February 07, 2005

my mom was in an accident today. some delivery truck rear-ended her on the freeway causing her car to spin until it hit the center divide. thank God she's ok.

please dont play me for a fool.

im "damaged"....majorly damaged.

edit:
vent sessions are always great therapy : > thanks

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Reno and I...she/he's a cutie. (HEH i look dorky)

this one is long overdue

oh maan, i cant believe i waited this long to blog. soo many things have been going on...good stuff of course. here it goes, i owe it to my blog:

can i just say that i love my classes this semester? like seriously. i hate the schedule cause my classes are full of gaps and i end at 8pm four days of the week. but the late classes are definetley worth it.
English: Filipino American Literature- how dope is that?
Bio- cant wait to dissect some rats
Human Sexuality- the funniest sex ed teacher alive. we watched a video of a guy jacking off the othere day, for educational purposes of course. i love this class!
deCal on nursing- im really excited about this one. really though, why is it that none of the UCs have an undergrad nursing program??

last weekend was spent on the PAHC retreat in Tahoe/Reno. Finally got to put my age to use. Rented a car and drove all the way over there. though it wasnt your typical retreat, bonding is something that definitely happened. had some fun in the hotel friday night courtesy of jo. saturday we went tubing cause we were too poor for snowboarding. nonetheless it was fun, and cold. later we ate at a well-worth it seafood/steak buffet. crab legs all night, yum! even ordered a margarita :) i tried my hand at the slot machines, and lost a whopping $3. i know my limits. hahah. but i did win Reno, my new puppy. lemme just tell you that it was meant to be and luck was on my side!

this weekend though, was wonderful. saw chris and his band play friday night. lovin it. then the roomies and i spent the whole night doing fortune cards, laughing our asses off, and talking about guys/relationships. you can say it was like a mini-sleepover :) madel and i took a trip to SF to do some shopping for a few bdays coming up. im excited. then again, spent the night with the roomies laughing nonstop. i love those girls!

hmmm....so yes. things are REAL GOOD right now. im the BIGGEST hipocrite you will ever meet. but i guess everyone deserves a second chance? i just hope it doesnt burn me later on. im scared to death. at least he's here by my side, willing to hold my hand every step of the way. taking it one day at a time. roel, please take care of my heart.

I’ve come too close to happiness
To have it swept away
Don’t think I can take the pain
No never fall again
Kinda late in the game and my heart is in
Your hands
Don’t you stand there and then
Tell me you love
Me then leave again
Cause I’m falling in love with
You again