oh mother...

last night in sd until june?? dammit.

why? why? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????

school sucks. hardly studied. you know what though? whatever!! cause my brain needed some relaxation. who's down for some vlsb action when we get back??

oh yes...my week in review:

-paquio (sp?) fight with the fam....i dont know what was more entertaining, the fight itself or watching my aunties and uncles get up yelling, "go! go! get him! keep going! uppercut! uppercut!" while throwing their fists in the air...yea, definitly the aunties and uncles.
-taking roel around downtown and eating more than him at CPK
-our ONE day spent at the library with sherlyn, chris, and jelly
-family days spent shopping and eating out
-the semi-good weather??

eh whatever. didnt do much but it was very rewarding that way :)

back to berk.......BOOO!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

spring break....too chill. "hey jenn, remember your last entry?" easier said than done folks.

10 hours of sleep....heaven

full tummy every minute of the day....priceless (cause ya know the parents are payin for all my foodssss!!)

library for four hours sitting in the same damn chair....nuts

personally....hardly any progress

more details later...hopefully.

i thought spring break was supposed to be fun??

here's what im looking forward to doing:
-seeing the fam, ooh and my new baby cousin :)
-possibly hanging with the folks from berk doin the socal outreaches
-hopefully catching up with old friends
-STUDY everyday 10am-2pm with sherlyn and chris...seriously. wtf are the professors thinking to place a midterm the week after spring break? and for it be a ridicously hard one at that? fck em!!
-and lastly, writing my 7-8 pages english paper

think i can do it? yes yes yes! i freakin better or ill be so screwed :/

on another note....other things have been making me goo craaaaaaaazeeeeeee! errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....im stuck in a rut, torn between the pros and the cons, caught in the middle of being in love. becoming my worst nightmare. holding on. like the olbf said, "you skipped the first step."

sometimes, i think that boys are missing a part of their brain....ya know, the one for common sense.

put yourself in my shoes. yes, the past is in the past, but the pain still lingers on.

time flies....

when you dont want it to! sunday already?? errrr, i swear, sometimes my biological clock is outta wack. anyways, i just got done blogging for my english class so i thought id hit this one up too:

looks like the SoCal weather is coming to an end :( at least ill be IN SoCal this weekend! Friday was the hottest though....daaaamn! PAHC worked the concession stands for the baseball game and it was a little too much like a sauna in that mug. fun times though...we played, "who can melt their ice the fastest!" guess who's idea was that? hahaha, lets just say chris got a little too into it. we could have had all the hotdogs we wanted in the world, too bad it was a friday. spent the rest of the day in union city so that kay ann and chris could have their 2 year anniversary dinner at our place...good job guys :)

i am now certified to give adult cpr...cooooooool. it was good saturday spent learning how to save lives. interesting. then i knocked out for a good THREE hours....whew. felt too good. missed out on the "where is the love" benefit concert cause i didnt have anyone to go with. oh well, resting was worth it?? still managed to bring my lazy ass to norwin's birthday party....everyone's turning 21! yaaay :) cant wait to hit vegas up with everyone. happy birthday norwin!

sherlyn and i are a little to competitive sometimes, but its all in good fun. here's our bet:
sherlyn had to wear a halter top for a whole day----thats major for her since she never exposes her skin and i had to give up meat for 3 days----thats major for me cause im already skinny as hell so i need my protein. plus tofu aint my thang.

damn im starved :(

just to note....

today was a good day :)

nothing out of the ordinary...just a bunch of good vibes everywhere

-sun shining
-weather warm enough for a skirt
-shopping on telegraph
-lunch @ sproul fountain

can everyday be as good as today??

feels so good. razah

a blessed weekend ending with a :(

oh yes, and the SoCal weather just added the cherry on top :)

started the worry-free weekend with trips to the grocery story with the roomies. thanks to roel for the transportation so that we can shop without worrying if we can carry it on the bus, seriously now! its been a weekly pattern for us, i look forward to buying my mangoes and mochi balls. then off to SF with roel, did some quick returning, window shopping, etc etc. got dressed up and EvvvVRYthANG for our lil ol' date to sushi house where i surprisingly got full off 3 pieces? thats depressing. (mind you that these pieces are monstrous!) ended the night with the last showing of "Hitch." is that what it's called? anyways...havent been to the theater in minute, so that was fun and the movie was adorable. next day started early....i accompanied roel home, kicked it with his brother, shopped (well at least he did, what a girl), late lunch, girl scout cookies, nap, dinner with his parents, great stuff.

best part? walking out of forever21 to find roel outside having a conversation with his ex-gf..dun duuun duuuuun. sike, hahahah :) i thought it was funny. i always wanted to meet the gal.

anyways, so i finally went to one of Julian's gatherings...and im glad i went. chilled with the morse heads of berkeley and ate some good bbq and guacomole.

so how can this perfect weekend possibly go bad?? check it: my watch ran out of battery and had to reboot my computer for like the millionth time cause of some system error?? fck that....VAIOs are NOT reliable! i lost all my music and pictures, call me dramatic but i wanted to cry :(

note to self: save all valubales on the D drive!

To find a love like ours is rare these days'
Cause you've shown me happiness, yes, in so many ways
"your precious love"-erykah badu & D'angelo
its a feel-good song :)