MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! sorry that was kinda late..haha ;p
why didn't christmas feel like christmas this year? geez...that sucked! but it was still cool...spent time with the family and stuff. christmas eve i went to church with my cousins at this christian church. we're not christian but yea...i dont know...my aunties and uncles like to go there. it's hella cool cause every year we sing "this little light of mine" and they turn off all the lights in the church and everyone has their own candle...we start off with one and then pass the light on til the whole church is glowing...it's a big church so it looked hella sick...something my cousins and i look forward to every year! haha...too bad we had to stand the whole service..haha..our fault, we we're late. i was soo happy to see all my cousins, we're all soo grown up doin our own things that we rarely get to spend time together like back in the days when we went to each others' houses everyday..it's as if we're all old friends rather than cousins...aww...i love the obaña clan! i also played with this little baby in church..haha..i always do that. anyways...ate dinner at cousin patricia's house...then went to drop off gifts and stuff...then home to sleep! people were texting and callin after 12 saying merry christmas and stuff...but i forgot that i got in trouble with my cell...after knit-picking every call on the cell bill..checking the time and length of the calls... my dad came to the conclusion that i am NO longer allowed to accept calls after MIDNIGHT! haha..daamN! sucks! he said to turn off my cell..but F-that! i'm just gonna put it on silent! ya know?! so i won't be tempted to answer calls...haha..but ENy-WAYS! christmas day my mom wakes all of us up to open gifts...well we acutally watched my little brother open gifts...it seems like the older you get the less gifts you recieve, but that's alright with me...it's still fun watching people open gifts and seeing the things they get..then we went to church again...catholic this time...and then more family time at my auntie's house...all i did was eat and play with the babies...cause they're my favorite! ; >

then after a 10 minute lecture, my dad actually lets me go to ruthie's little christmas/birthday shindig later that night..he says i'm young and should have fun...enjoy life he says cause i'm only 19 once...HAHA! yea right! and that's why i'm still living like i'm 16?! haha..i was laughing my ass off! but yea...i got to go..so that was cool..we just chilled with her church friends and family and stuff..watched the formality dvd cause her brother is in it..and yea...it was fun...met this chick named eleanor who knew my cousin from ucsd...umm..yea..didnt' stay too late cause i was hella tired..im just glad i got to see the little ruthsta before she left for camp..we'll celebrate our birthdays forreal when she gets back!

maaan...today i shopped all day! soo tired..soo crowded...long lines...SIGH..but i actually bought stuff! haha..so i'm pretty proud of myself cause i never buy stuff. we went all the way to north county fair..then utc to check out hollister...everything was on sale but all their jeans were gone...i hate it when i can't fit jeans! it's soo damn hard to find jeans that fit my skinny ass...so PLEASE don't say i'm lucky to be thin because i can't find jeans that fit me anywhere!!! i might as well go to limited too! argh! i need meat..i must eat more dorm food!

tonight was erwin's thing..i wanted to go, but i was scared to ask my dad after he calls me coming home at 12 last night late...whatever though...i thought my curfew was at 1?! haha..oh dang...my curfews suck! ; /