so im sitting here trying to pick out the three pictures we're allotted for the pilgrad program...of course my solo, my family....and thats when i stopped. im on the brink of tears looking back at all my pictures, thinking of the past four years (good and bad), and how much i love everyone.
can you believe i came into college trying to find myself, but i think im even more lost than when i started. is that possible?
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
latetly ive been crazy exhausted. maybe cause i havent been taking my daily naps. or maybe it was the coffee? being sleepy during times when you can't sleep just sucks.
pcn-loved it
sf shopping-happy i found my dress
MIH conference-inspiring
PAHC interviews-sad :(
the past couple days during interviews made me realize how much i freakin loved pahc this year and how much im gonna miss these folks. seriously....core could not have been better :) i think i might just shed a tear or two at banquet this saturday. awwwwww........i loooove it!
last night madel's mike let me drive his car to pick up my mike. how cute. thanks mike(S) for making me happy! hahahhahhahahha (ya happy now??!)
ps. im officially a FAT ass. i eat too much candy. i eat too much fast food. but do i do anything about it? NOOOOOO...cause i just got back from walgreens with 3 more boxes of candy. who the heck can resist 3 for $3??
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
things just SUCK right now
im broke....really BROKE.
i HATE cops.
mom blames me for something i had NOTHING to do with.
for the first time this semester, PAHC is stressing me out.
still need to get a permanent phone.
school is....SCHOOL.
i HATE cops.
mom blames me for something i had NOTHING to do with.
for the first time this semester, PAHC is stressing me out.
still need to get a permanent phone.
school is....SCHOOL.
Monday, April 17, 2006
annoyed
why do cell phones cost so much? why would anyone want my phone? its NOT even cool dammit. i just checked my bill and the motherfckers hella used the internet. bitches.
other than that...at least i had a wonderful Easter :) dinner with sherlyn then egg hunt in the apartment with the roomies plus robie. thanks to norman for his egg-traordinary egg hiding skills. it was mucho fun and mucho difficult. couldnt even find the last egg :(
just the cure for homesickness!
other than that...at least i had a wonderful Easter :) dinner with sherlyn then egg hunt in the apartment with the roomies plus robie. thanks to norman for his egg-traordinary egg hiding skills. it was mucho fun and mucho difficult. couldnt even find the last egg :(
just the cure for homesickness!
Saturday, April 15, 2006
i keep losing everything in my life :(
last semester i lost my keyes...while drunk.
last semester i lost my mom's precious diamond earings...somewhere in my room.
this semester i lost my id....dont know when.
and on wednesday i lose my phone...while drunk.
just my fckn luck. at least it as a fun night?? its now expected whenever i hang with the bitches. haha..lots of craziness goin on. dont recall everything....good thing?
hmm..pics now available on the link to your right. thank you. enjoy!
last semester i lost my mom's precious diamond earings...somewhere in my room.
this semester i lost my id....dont know when.
and on wednesday i lose my phone...while drunk.
just my fckn luck. at least it as a fun night?? its now expected whenever i hang with the bitches. haha..lots of craziness goin on. dont recall everything....good thing?
hmm..pics now available on the link to your right. thank you. enjoy!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
surreal??
woke up kinda "BLEH" today. everything feels sooo surreal for me. are things really happening right now??
little brother acting up like no other bothers the fck out of me. is he forreal?? let me knock him upside his head real quick. in the end, im glad nothing horrible happened.
months, weeks, days are going by too quickly. wish i could slow things down.
i love my friends.
mike makes me happy...haha, he's a little too good at that face dont you think?
little brother acting up like no other bothers the fck out of me. is he forreal?? let me knock him upside his head real quick. in the end, im glad nothing horrible happened.
months, weeks, days are going by too quickly. wish i could slow things down.
i love my friends.
mike makes me happy...haha, he's a little too good at that face dont you think?
Sunday, April 09, 2006
sooo sleeeeeepy
i swear i only got like 4 or 5 hours of sleep for the past two nights. sleeping at 4:30am is soo not cool.
clubbin fundraiser at boondocks was wack....never goin to an 18 n up club ever again! geez...some folks be gettin a little too hyphy for me. it's all for the cause...it's all for the cause.
mari's gathering at her self owned new house was full of drunken madness. always a guaranteed good time with my bitches <3 sorry mari for the mess!
good hearing from you.
clubbin fundraiser at boondocks was wack....never goin to an 18 n up club ever again! geez...some folks be gettin a little too hyphy for me. it's all for the cause...it's all for the cause.
mari's gathering at her self owned new house was full of drunken madness. always a guaranteed good time with my bitches <3 sorry mari for the mess!
good hearing from you.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
going broke
sherlyn is fckN cleaning out my wallet here....we're back in our competitive moods. popsicle races, soon to be pickle race, and riduculous bets.
i told her if she went to the apartment across from our window and obtained 2 eggs, then i would pay for her clubbing ticket. fck...didnt think she'd do it but she did.
and now i owe her a beer since i couldnt handle not having chocolate for a week. but dang, how could i let my snowcaps rot on my desk like that?
get ready bitch...ive got my serious gameface on now.
HAHAHA...these are the times im gonna look back forever and laugh. how the heck do we come up with these ideas??
i told her if she went to the apartment across from our window and obtained 2 eggs, then i would pay for her clubbing ticket. fck...didnt think she'd do it but she did.
and now i owe her a beer since i couldnt handle not having chocolate for a week. but dang, how could i let my snowcaps rot on my desk like that?
get ready bitch...ive got my serious gameface on now.
HAHAHA...these are the times im gonna look back forever and laugh. how the heck do we come up with these ideas??
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
life's a gamble!
wanna know how i ended my spring break?? in the freakin airport for 5 hours! got there 2 hours early hoping to catch an earilier flight...didnt happen. but then my original flight was delayed from 7:25pm to 8:40 to 9:10 and finally 9:40pm. IN-fckn-SANE! and to top it off some girl next to me kept sleepin on my shoulder, invading my space like no other, despite pushing her off me at least twice. im thinkin, "can we puh-lease control our fckN selves here?!" so actually didnt even get to the apartment til waay after midnight. boo fckN hoo.
before coming back to berk, i pictured myself acting HYStericAL...yelling, crying, the works. instead, things were the complete opposite...acting almost as if nothing happened. maybe i just got used to the feeling? hmm..lets hope not. whatever it is, im not complaining. id take a happy face over an angry face any day. and thats all that matters in the end right? im crossing my fingers...please dont let this be another mistake. please?
before coming back to berk, i pictured myself acting HYStericAL...yelling, crying, the works. instead, things were the complete opposite...acting almost as if nothing happened. maybe i just got used to the feeling? hmm..lets hope not. whatever it is, im not complaining. id take a happy face over an angry face any day. and thats all that matters in the end right? im crossing my fingers...please dont let this be another mistake. please?
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Happy April Fool's Day??
heh. how ironic.
straight from the source:
fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.
well...you got me. TWICE. so what does that make me? two wrongs dont make a right...so i hope you got what you were looking for. i officially lost all faith in the opposite sex, and most importantly the big L. i wish you could make things better. i think ill just be a shallow bitch with no feelings forever.
where my bhetches at?! can we UNITE real quick though? i neeeeeeed it!
on a better note...hung out with ruthie the other day. eating, laughing, singing at the top of our lungs in the car, and dancing ugly is what we do best. just like the good ol' carefree days. loved it. then continued to sulk in the car with my cousin at seaport. she needed it. maaan..what a WONDERFUL spring break!
disclaimer: im talking out of hurt/anger, so if i turn around talking all happy again...please forgive the above harsh/rude/unecessary comments. thank you.
straight from the source:
fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.
well...you got me. TWICE. so what does that make me? two wrongs dont make a right...so i hope you got what you were looking for. i officially lost all faith in the opposite sex, and most importantly the big L. i wish you could make things better. i think ill just be a shallow bitch with no feelings forever.
where my bhetches at?! can we UNITE real quick though? i neeeeeeed it!
on a better note...hung out with ruthie the other day. eating, laughing, singing at the top of our lungs in the car, and dancing ugly is what we do best. just like the good ol' carefree days. loved it. then continued to sulk in the car with my cousin at seaport. she needed it. maaan..what a WONDERFUL spring break!
disclaimer: im talking out of hurt/anger, so if i turn around talking all happy again...please forgive the above harsh/rude/unecessary comments. thank you.