Tuesday, May 24, 2005

takin a break

from school

from berkeley

from this blog





be the one I need
be the one I trust most
don’t stop inspiring me
sometimes it's hard to keep on running
we work so much to keep it going
don’t make me want to give up









later gators....be back in a month

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

ever just get TIRED of trying so much that you feel like GIVING UP?....because no matter what, things dont seem to get better

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

this sucks!!

why must i have a shitty paper?

why must bio be soo soo fckN hard? the answers are in front of my face dammit!

why do all the hard workers get robbed?

why can't MY life go MY way for once??

i need a teaspoon of optimism. tablespoon of encouragement. 5 million cups of brain power. oh, and an "A" here and there wouldnt hurt.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

sometimes we just NEED a BREAK from it ALL! riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight?? RIGHT!

too bad i gotta wait a week.

i have this sudden rush of emotion. i miss san diego and my friends.

i wanna have fun too!!

seriously contemplating....everything

sitting home. total

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

new and old core

cause its been awhile......

been memorizing like crazy the past days. this lab exam was theeee most stressful test ever. 1 minute and 45 seconds at each station to read the question, identify disections and body parts and come up with an answer. wtf kind of shit is that?! i swear i would have gotten 100% if i had more time to look at the structures pointed out. its the pressure that kills ya!

other than that...things are slowing down and coming to a close. im done with finals next friday :) i just wanna pass bio....real bad.

PAHC/PASAE/P4 banquet was cute thanks to the decorations committee...thaaank you. bittersweet goodbyes to old core.

" i seriously cant believe it still. roel never really asked me to be his g/f. it just kinda fell into place. i see it as ONE YEAR of BEING together. "---i wrote that exactly one year ago. despite all the MAJOR dramatics we've had and the seven months spent broken up, its now TWO years of BEING together. i say this because.....we never really left each other's side. we're complicated and even if i tried, you wouldnt understand. anniversary or no anniversary. dates, months, years dont matter to me anymore. its just nice remembering where it all began :)