about this concert...

so i think im more stressed about the fact that everyone seems so calm and on point....shouldn't we be frantic and busy?? i hope its cause we did everything early rather than last minute or us forgetting something or people being lost....oh loooord.

our MC cancelled on us....doesnt that suck? could result to dayne and i hosting?? haha, that would be a trip!

i currently hate emails...reading them, sending them, thinking about them. i used to love emails too...how sad.

my phone has never rang so much in my life...every time i hear it, i hope its not something to do with the concert. but then again, when do i ever get my wishes granted?

for now, i think im good. especially after today's core meeting. if you would like to criticize me, please do cause i WANT to know if im doing something wrong!

last note...everyone is getting sick. when is it my turn??

oh motherfcker!

concert is THIS saturday...

crunchtime...

STRESS!!!

please dont rain.....pleeeeeeeeeeeeease!!

apology ahead of time for being a bhetch :(

re-cap

can't believe im already back in the bay. booooooooooooooo! well here's to three more weeks until sd again... thanksgiving was fun. family time of course...i love my cousins! why do we have to grow up?? darius and chynna are now on morse's basketball team....wow, when did that happen? i ate soo much its insane. had to make up for my 3 months of starvation in berkeley. who's back up to 100lbs??? hahah. i swear my stomach is never too full when im home. spent most of the time packin up the old house...got a moving truck and everything. still kinda surreal. it was good times with the brothers and sister going through old stuff and laughing at our dumbasses. i love it. :sniff: im really gonna miss that house.

besides moving out, which pretty much consumed my stay in sd, actually got to go to downtown with my cousins and meet up with the entire morse class of 2002. ran into my best friend from sixth grade whom i seriously havnet seen since..nuts! i swear i drank sooo much last night, didnt even spend anything :) Thanks to my cousin...love it! definitely good times reuniting with folks and dancing my drunk ass off...cant wait for more!

my mom is crazy...didnt even know she was making a face too.


the siblings posing @ our new house.


caroline loves me...she just doen't know it yet.


introducing the cutest, most fearless two-year old with the loudest hair, EVER.


@ rock bottom with my cousin and sister.


i miss kristine!


Welcome home to Valley Center, Ca.....

san diego!!

finally made it home! and dayam does it feels good :D surprisingly there was no traffic going to the airport so we got there early. sat and ate some overpriced pastries with mike. came back to a house full of food...sinigang never tasted soo wonderful in my mouth and nothing beats hans and harry's fruit strudel...feels nice to have a full tummy.

so everyone and their momma's left on tuesday leaving my sorry butt behind. having an empty aparment kinda sucks. thanks to mike for keeping me company. who doesnt like it when a guy cooks her dinner?? then spent the night watching the american music awards, taking shots, and s'mores @ midnight. actually slept early for once. good times with the chinese boy ;>

hmm...plans for break?? re-reading "the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe" so i can watch the movie when i get back, major fam time, shopping, dnbs?, and moving out of my old house :( my mom says we have to be gone by this weekend........how sad! all this in 3 days?! err...

some random guy gave me his number at the airport...hahaha. oh loooord.

i kinda...sorta...just a little...tiny bit...MISS that boy.

Happy Thanksgiving folks!

soooo tired...but worth the good times!

harry potter was an adorable movie...i actually stayed up thank you very much! crazy how folks dress up though...even older ones.

friday was long and eventful...costco run to get the youngins alcohol. hahah, jp! who doesnt love that place? i swear its one of the funnest places on earth. then went to the Big Game Bonfire for the first time with a bunch of good folks. jordan's party later that night...hmm...it was more than awkward with the his ex there. thank God for my fellow outcast and drea to keep me company, seriously though. came home early for whatever reason mike wanted to. slept at 4:30am becaaaause???? hahah...

saturday was our last PAHC-ing session...how sad. im gonna miss those aunties and uncles. came home and worked on a lab report while watching the Big Game by myself...we won! the class of 06' must be some good luck or something cause for the past 4 years we've beat stanford. attempted to watch movies but failed.

H&M opened this past weekend....all the busy-ness made me NOT want to shop. grabbed whatever i saw and bought it. im a "buy and return" kinda gal. good times in the city with madel and mike...ask madel about her new bracelet. HAHAH. JP

late night/early morn talks are what i look forward to ;>

ps...i go home in 2 days!!! looooooooooove it!
some school pride for ya!

now we ALL have black hair...natur-AL (kinda)

this week sucks MAJOR ass

"when the power of love surpasses the love of power, then there will be peace." -this was written at the end of my anatomy midterm. interesting....true...uh hmmmm.....

who's watching harry potter tomorrow at midnight??? hahaha...(this is coming from someone who has never read a book and barely even finished the first movie. dont ask why she's going)

ps. i love berkeley weather right now. can't believe im wearing a tank top and slippers in the middle of november ;>

vent

on campus 11am-11pm

irritated because...
-dont like last minute things
-dont like being called out
-dont like feeling like there's no time in the world
-dont like when i have soo much crap to do and think about
-dont like feeling everything is fault, even when it isnt

-i DO like when people make me forget about things ;> even if its just for a second.

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING

AND THANK YOU ALL FOR SUPPORTING PAHC (CORE AND COMMUNITY)...BEING THERE, DOING LAST MINUTE THINGS...THE SENATE FOR LOVIN' US SO MUCH AND ALL THEIR SNAPS. SERIOUSLY...THANK YOU :MUAH:

photo narration....Sherlyn's Week Celebration

Happy Birthday Sherlyn! Midnight "surprise" brownie, quotes, and good company.

After her first night at the bar....i guess she had fun?? haha.
Night #2 @ Thalassas's....bought sherlyn her first liquid cocaine. Night #3 just me and the birthday girl @ Thalassa for the "Bacardi Party"....first time we let a stranger buy us a round. amaretto sours...love it! Then off to the PAHC sleepover for more drinks and good times. Night #4 @ TGI Sushi...32 friends, good food, crazy sake bombing.
After dinner at our place...things got a little crazy...
We decided to pay her back for all the kisses she's given us throughout the years.

you know you wanna see more:
http://www.imagestation.com/member/?name=jennx285

other than that....bummed it all day today like crazy couch potatoes with mike: pizza, usc vs. cal game, and laguna beach maration from 11am to 5pm...i dont think ive ever watched tv for that long since high school...loved it. too bad we lost the game baaaaad. AND i have a bruise.

i should seriously start studying...

the time has finally come..

Happy 21st Birthday to the roomie Sherlyn Manzano!!!


cant wait to hit up the bars with this girl, it's gonna be nuts!



**flowers are always a good thing, especially when its a tulip ;>

i miss chandra.
i <3 talks with jo.
haha...madel was all over that night.

im spruuuuuuuuung

thats the song of the weekend.."im spruuuuung, got me doing things i'd never dooooo" gotta love it.

clubbin fundraiser at boondocks with pahc....good times despite the wack ass dj who played every song twice and the 18+ crowd that looked like they all snuck in with fake IDs. I was lookin through chris j.'s pictures and noticed that ALL of them were of us sitting down. hahah...damn pilipinos takin over the booths. at least we made $447 off presale tix!! thanks ya'll for supporting pahc :muah: i think the best part of the night was dennys @3am. damn laffy taffy! knocked out like crazy afterwards.

Kips on saturday...went to get footage for our dj presentation. chilled with mike and madel the whole night pointing at drunk fcks who danced a little too raunchy in my opinion. bay area dancing is kinda cute ;>

so thats that...madel and i worked on our presentation all day sunday until 4am and didnt even get to present due to technical difficulties. bhetches. dammit, now people are gonna copy us and make a video too. errrrrrr....

midterm this week....mission meeting....the actual concert....cant wait til wednesday night.

happy belated to my "not so little" brother darius...he's 14 already?? kinda got emo when talkin to the fams and they were on their way to east buffet. thanksgiving needs to hurry up!

ps...baby love escaped her tank twice, two days in a row AND at the same time. thanks to her rescuers madel and sherlyn for saving her. seriously though, either a ghost is trying to take her away from me OR she just misses me when im gone all day. ill go for the latter.

Tell me, is that possible for her to jump out of? Damn, she is special. im drunk and he's red @ boondocks

i just spent half an hour cleaning baby love's tank and THEN she decides to take two big ass peices of shit?! dammit. i still love her though.

ps...today is Roenn's 2nd birthday. i still love that little animal too.

random doings

-being spontaneous and random has to be one of the best things in the world

-BABY LOVE is baaaaaaaaaaaaaack. i swear i can sit and stare at her forever, or until i have to go to my room and do hw.

-sushi house with madel and kat was ....yummy. havent had good sushi in a hot one

-our project on the sex appeal of djs isnt going in the direction we had hoped...but speakin to the djs at the record store was more than interesting.

-my first time chillen at bears lair and we got a free pitcher of beer. actually finished my glass! that was a proud moment....i think im on my way. hopefully!

-im happy. i needed someone to remind of how things are suppose to be and suppose to feel. and i'm glad it aint you.