Growing GROWN Up

It's a weird feeling this is...

the feeling that I'm finally graduated and can officially call myself a CAL ALUM.
the feeling that I no longer have a place to call home in Berkeley.
the feeling that when I came home, this was the first time I unpacked all my things and put them in drawers.
the feeling that home is now, what it is...HOME.

despite still living with my parents, I'm an adult with a degree...and now with a job and ten times the more responsibility than I've ever had in my life. Time to learn the ropes of managing my bank account, paying my credit card, having my own insurance, and so on.

I'm 23 and have no clue. I feel like everything just crept up on me, but I guess we all have to start somewhere. So here it is, the beginning of adulthood and the end of this blog. This thing started five years ago with a promise to end it once I've graduated...can't believe it's already time!

Here's to the good, the bad, the ugly...but most importantly, the beautiful memories...like my little cousin told me in a graduation card, "Welcome to the real world, well actually you've been in the real world after high school. But this time, the world is BIGGER."



Thank you for reading, good luck to everyone...life is definitely tough but just remember to always do what makes you happy, because then at least you know you'll be "okay." And who knows, I just might surprise you with another blog ;)

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less than two weeks.

it's so frustrating. im about to apply to mcdonalds at this point. ok, maybe nordstroms or some other place that id shop at. im serious too.

it's times like this that i SWEAR the world is against me. i can recall plenty of other situations where unlucky/misfortune/whatever you can add to the list, was my middle name.

i wish i was back in high school where things always went my way and there wasn't a worry in the world. now theres jobs, grad schools, LIFE.

boo-FREAKIN-hoo.

im a hard worker, where are my fruits?

wack!

im going to be internet-less for a while until the new account is being set up. this may be a good thing since i have a midterm on monday. but then again what am i gonna do after monday?

my sister tells me that my mom might have a party for my grandparents who are visiting from philippines AND my 30-something year old cousin? wtf?! did i not graduate this year? it's because im the middle child.

still jobless in sd and im going back in two weeks. why doesn't anyone like me?? :( there's a job i want to apply to in sf, HEH yea freakin right!