maan..i'm still down on my midterms. but check this out...i'm not doin anything about it! i wish i had a passion for education...maybe it would help me get through berkeley. i know its just one midterm...but still. i'm an overachiever. its tough.

my mom and dad called...i hate it when they call. it makes me wanna go home. i always get all choked up and i end up tearing. i don't know if they know that. you really don't know what have until its gone. family is more important to me now than it has ever been. i miss them! they knew something was wrong with me..i told they about my tests...they weren't mad. they understood and i promised i would work harder than i probably already do...i gotta get rid of this attitude and think more optimistic..my brothers are funny..they tell me everything. turns out my sixth grade teacher still remembers me! haha..funny..

Hmm...nothing to do...no more classes today. gilmore girls is on tonight..yea! something to do! haha...that's how lame i am over here.

maybe i should start "finding myself"...haha..that's what college is for right? duuumb...