gosh what a freakin night! dayam...i never thought i would drink enough to throw up! the parties were fun. the first one we got there like around 12 cause we waited for AJ to arrive from SD. but then the cops came so we just left and went to erwins. we traveled in big groups so it was all good...right when we got there everyone was of course already drunk out of their minds. i took two shots right away with jelly, and even madel and sherlyn. hahah...it was their first time and they're HELLA funny drunk! then erwin mixed me one and it was hella good...i had sips of his beer and then drank another shot that me and jelly took from sherlyn cause she tried to sneak another one. she was waaay too tipsy to have another shot. i, on the other hand, was straight up chiiiiilen on the couch...didn't feel tipsy or drunk at all. sure i was laughing a lot and dancing here and there..but i wasnt' acting crazy like sherlyn and madel. then when we were chillen in the rooms...i started to lay down on the bed and slowly drift to sleep...everyone told me to get up..so i did...and ran to the bathroom to start "yakking"...ga-ross! everyone got worried...aww..so loved! they kept feeding me water..i've never drank so much water at one time in my life! so we walked home..i slept at sherlyn and madel's...they took such good care of me when i was on the toilet! haha, thanks guys soo much! and AJ for getting me water, jelly for keeping me sane, and leighanne for guiding me walking home...gosh..i was such an IDIOT for having all that..and now that i think about it..i took all those drinks within an hour or less....grrrrrrrrr....soo stupid! now i never wanna drink again! or at least not that much..fuuuck...that night and after morning was hell! why would you wanna drink anyways? it tastes nasty and it makes you throw up!...BLEH!

it's homecoming weekend here...we won the game against ucla..YEA! there's lots of alumni and parents visiting...it's soo lively on the streets..you can feel the excitment everywhere you go! haha..but yea...thats it. i need sleep...hardcore studying tomorrow! midterms coming up... ; /