what the heck is wrong with me?

dude..PMS is kickin in big time! forreal! i dont know why i feel like this...sorry madel. i know you were just tryin to be there for me. im just gay (not literally though!)...i dont know about anything with my life these days. im just tryin to go with the flow..ya feel me? i appreciate what youre tryin to do for me..but i dont know...i think i'd rather keep my guard up, at least for now. im just dumb like that..so yea..i think im better off doin things on my own...