bummed and stressed

gosh..i dont know dude..ive been so busy in these last few weeks...soo much darn homework in this world i swear! im bout to pull 2 all nighters in a row...maan oh maan..tough college stuff! argh...i just needed to vent out all my stress...times like these i dont feel like talkin to anyone...(so no offense to those of you who tried IMing me..thanks though! i appreciate it!) theres waaay too much to be done for my classes and PASS and PAA. spring break? bleh..i dont know anymore...the socal outreach plan didnt work out. they put all the older heads before the freshman. maan that hella sucks! no doubt i'll help out on the SD outreaches though..i can be a driver! yaay...(but not really) i guess its gonna be a week of stayin home. BOOOO! jenn=restricted for life! i mean, no doubt i miss family. forreal..i haven't seem them fools since the end of january...almost been 2 months. i dont know..im dumb. i guess i'll just take the time to be a bum all week and not do anything.

watched "tuck everlasting" this morning with madel, sherlyn, and jaymi after we turned in our essay midterms for asian am at 9:30, crazy. we should have slept after that all nighter but we didnt...i dont think i wanna live forever. thats dumb. then nothing will ever end. i remember they said something like "its not about living forever...its just about living." good stuff...

so today were so many people's birthdays....so yea, happy birthday to marc, norwin, brian, and olivia. forreal...thats a grip! i swear im gonna party soo hard tomorrow...gosh, can't wait to drink away all my stress! temporary happiness...umm yea...riiiiight...haha i sound like a bitter old lady right now. i guess i am...sorry..deal with it ;p