you know what sucks? people's first impressions of me...everyone says i look like a snob! shiit ya know? i mean, must i smile 24/7? that hella sucks....and how everyone usually says that before they got to know me...they found me intimidating...basically a "bitch"..so yea..i guess...i hate hearing that.i'm just a shy person, that's all! sure i was all up in the asb and what not...but that doesnt mean i'm not shy. cause i am HELLA SHY! i feel intimidated around people myself..so sorry if i stay quiet! i don't know...makes me feel bad for the way i look...some people have that natural "charisma"...i guess i dont! argh...

happy birthday to my dad...wish i was home to eat out with the family and eat pancit ;(

yesterday we heard the warning sirens...i guess they're gonna test them out every month or something. thats some scary stuff! it was kinda like a reality check for all us that we are going to war...i only hope for the best for all of us!

does anyone read this shit anymore?