HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!! / SAD (Singles Appreciation Day)

ahhhh yes...the day of LOVE! and here i am...single as usual. oh well...it's good being single right? i've been thinking about it...i mean, i get to do whatever i want with no drama and no strings attached...HAH! whatever..okay...nevermind. i lied. being single sucks. well not really when you have lots of GREAT FRIENDS..it just gets lonely. especially when everyone around you has someone. i mean...we all need someone at some point right? having someone to talk to...to vent your problems to...to look forward to seeing everyday...to wait for by the phone because you know what time they're gonna call...basically someone to love...aww..how sad am i right now?! actually i dont even think i want a relationship. im in the "stupid boys...stupid boys..." mood. haha...yea i know, i'm a hater. not all guys are jerks. no doubt about that. i just wish the guys i actually let myself get close to would stop being jerks...been hurt one to many times in my life . you know what? love is wierd..i mean come on now, look what it does to us...makes us act crazy...makes us feel hurt...makes us feel WONDERFUL all at the same time...am i right? its something we all yearn for because without it, we have no purpose in life. who knows what love is anyways...i sure don't! i'm just rambling on actin like i know...haha i'm gay. i know.

when will i finally fall in love? someone please tell my prince charming to come already! : (