Tuesday, April 04, 2006

life's a gamble!

wanna know how i ended my spring break?? in the freakin airport for 5 hours! got there 2 hours early hoping to catch an earilier flight...didnt happen. but then my original flight was delayed from 7:25pm to 8:40 to 9:10 and finally 9:40pm. IN-fckn-SANE! and to top it off some girl next to me kept sleepin on my shoulder, invading my space like no other, despite pushing her off me at least twice. im thinkin, "can we puh-lease control our fckN selves here?!" so actually didnt even get to the apartment til waay after midnight. boo fckN hoo.

before coming back to berk, i pictured myself acting HYStericAL...yelling, crying, the works. instead, things were the complete opposite...acting almost as if nothing happened. maybe i just got used to the feeling? hmm..lets hope not. whatever it is, im not complaining. id take a happy face over an angry face any day. and thats all that matters in the end right? im crossing my fingers...please dont let this be another mistake. please?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

don't worry. no regrets. remember, it's different when you're in the situation, you know what you want. i know you're not stupid and you'll never be! okay? =) love ya!