KARMA: its a bitch!

"he lied to me. he lied to me. i cant believe he lied to me."
thats all i hear in my head. he lied to me. he had me fooled, everyone fooled. it hurts like a bitch. more than the day we broke up, more than the day he shut me out, more than the day he led me on. wait, that was more than once. this is all too familiar territory. hate is a strong word. but i said it anyways. i dont think ive ever felt this angry toward anyone in my life. didnt think he could hurt me anymore. at least he proved me wrong in something. i knew all along. he loves me, but he likes her. he wants to be WITH me, but he likes her. i dont understand, even i if i tried. he's confused. well, so am i. the last thing he told me was, "im ready to be with you when you are." if only....
"he still likes her. he still likes her. he still likes her."
no more tears, no more arguing, no more cracks in my heart, no more. im done.

just let me go, please.

Don't you see? Don't you see
That the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions"
And "Clever Cover Story"
Awards Go to you.
So kiss me hard
Cause this will be the last
Time that I let you.
You will be back someday
And this awkward kiss
That tells of other people's lips
Will be of service
To keeping you away.
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