5 hours in the library last night...i would have stayed longer if i didnt have to find a way to get home (i was by myself). freaked myself out waiting for the buses so i called my sister to keep me busy.

i have this major tendency to purposely torture myself....ever get like that? almost like it feels good..kinda like when you have a bruise and you keep pressing on it, even though it hurts, just to see if it STILL hurts. heh, weird.

here goes another all-nighter. i just wanna take the damn thing already.

emotions. destiny's child. i heard this song on my playlist today....aahhh, the memories ;)

can i just drive my car already?? im in need of a long drive to never never land.