the stress and anxiety of the midterm cylce is back....you study your ass off, take the fckN exam, then get the grade and cry, wondering what the hell am i doin at berkeley?! argh....wtf dude? its like no matter how hard i freakin study...things dont get through my brain. i promise all of you guys that something happend to my brain the summer of the transition from high school to college. i dont know what it is exactly....but something happened. i swear.

warning: im feeling stressed, inconfident, down, AND i'm PMS-ing

chem makes me want to cry. i need to learn how to retain myself.