saturday

i woke up early after sleeping late AGAIN cause i can't sleep, and went shopping with my cousin for my dress...didn't find anything though. i'm losing hope. i have no dress : / argh..whatever. so i got back and walked around telegraph and bancroft with drea to see if i could find anything..but i didnt. then i took her to get her eyebrows threaded as her bday gift from me. and when we got home we tried doing it on earl's leg hairs..hahah...its not as easy as it looks. but yea...had no time to sleep at all cause we went out to eat at mel's diner for drea's bday..it was cool cause her friends from UCSB came up and surprised her...then got back and everyone got ready to party..but i went to my friend erwin's place instead of the frats with drea. and for some reason..i didn't wanna party. it was sad...i looked like the little bitch on the couch who didn't wanna be there. i dont know what was wrong with me...didnt wanna drink, dance, or socialize. and everyone kept asking what was wrong but i didnt know. i guess i pushed myself to the limit and was just exhausted. no real sleep ever since wednesday night...so i was headed home but ended up chillen at jelly's place with everyone..it was better than erwin's crowded apartment. met someone new..roel from union city...pretty cool guy. chopped it up til 6 in the morning..so again no sleep...now i'm like madel. haha.