today was freakin great! i was soo ENLIGHTENED! first i headed off to the SLC with gabby to get some help on what i should do about math since its killing me...they gave me some really good suggestions...i also talked to a lot of peer advisors..people who have been there, done that. it feels soo good to know that i'm not the only one out there cause that's how ive been feeling. i felt soo much better! ;>

PASOC was the same..today's topic was family. we did skits and stuff so it was fun...then we got personal. we did a "fish bowl" which is basically a DEEP discussion on certain issues that affect you personally..things like pressures on being a guy/girl, pressures on going to school...etc. its was real cool...turns out we're all feeling the same pressures in life. everyone shared something and you just HELLA feel them and what they're goin through...maan...it came at good time too since i was all down on my midterms and such. there were even little tears here and there..it was a real good "let out" session...(SIGH...)

now all i need in my life is DIRECTION....HOW am i gonna end up? WHERE am i gonna end up? and doing WHAT?! argh..so fustrating! ;