draaaained

despite getting a bid light headed with sherlyn late last night and goin to inn n out smelling like alcohol, i still managed to get through the dreaded day of interviews for the medical mission. met dayne at 8am to look over apps then interviews straight 9am-1:30pm with a half hour break in between. damn, we must of looked horrible. we wanted to get out of 515 and ended up sitting in front of eshleman so distraught at our job. i bet people were thinking, "dayam, they're having mad drama." haha. let me tell you though, it is NOT fun doing interviews, not because we're lazy, but because it puts you in a tough spot, especially with friends. we ended up deliberating until about 3pm. i hope people will understand our decisions. just gotta remind myself that no matter what, you cant please everyone. if i could, id give this job to someone else....definitely.

not to mention, i really wish i could be on that plane to philippines in january too. this sucks....everything sucks.

who's facilitating an hour long workshop tomorrow? dammit!! why? why? whyyyyyyyy???