;> :*( : /

right now i hate myself...(for various reasons) and i apologize a millions times to everyone i brought down with me.

i need a retreat away from "life," or Berkeley if you will. SAVE ME if you can!!


no more myspace, no more facebook...

and sadly enough, no more blog. why? because i think this thing has become too pessimistic. maybe one day ill get the motivation to talk about the good stuff instead of dwelling on the bad..that'll be the day.

here's to school, fixing my fcked up head, and bringing back the dorky, little girl who started her freshman year at Berkeley 3 years ago, only this time she'll have a better head on her shoulders. (i dyed my hair back to black...that should be a good start right?? ;p)



im sad, i love this thing. but as they say in life, "all good things must come to an end."