ok so i lied

i cant help but think that this blog is totally losing its purpose. i started it as a collection of my college experiences, feelings, dramas, what not. and here it is, poor blog. missing good chunks of my life. i didnt even bother to recap my second semester of 3rd year....or even my 3rd year as a whole for that matter. lets just say its a year i would rather like to forget. forget?? yeaaaa riiiiight. impossible. get past it?? possible, but not likely in the near future. anyone can just take a part of their life they dont want to remember and shove it in the back of their brain, but its still there no matter what. "eternal sushine of the spotless mind," wish it could be reality. or is the better reality karma? everyone gets their shit back to them someday...trust me, i know that for damn sure, biatch.

anyways...can i just tell you how sad i am right now? all my cousins took a trip to LA without me. geeezuss. not fair. and family from oregon whom i havent seen in years are down in sd. its times like these that make me miss being home, despite my dad's strict, double standard mindset. did you check out my pictures? daaamn, now thats family love for ya! Ohaña :)

i really hope to start writing in this piece everyday again, we'll see if time permits.

signing off from moffit library,
jenn


ps. here's a personal goal for ya: be LESS aggressive. i find myself yelling/talking back to anyone and everyone who makes me feel inferior. ex) yelling at this guy who had his whole family in his car @ cox arena who told me to be more considerate in my parking and move my car when i was in the damn lines. bitch, it aint my fault youre driving a damn SUV and cant park. (see...i think i need some anger management or something, gotta work on that)