ive had MAJOR PMS lately : / im such a freakin brat sometimes. so last night was PAA's semi formal...and i freakin CRIED cause i got frustrated with my hair. if i was madel, sherlyn, or val i would have slapped myself! omg...can we say drama?? then i realized ive pretty much done that for all my formals in high school. its the "rushed" feeling that gets to me. but hey...if you dont feel pretty, whats the point of getting dressed up right? so anyways, the girls came to my rescue and did my hair. thanks guys, especially for putting up with me! err, the thought of it urks me! the dance was alright, last year was definetly better cause more people came out. everyone looked all cute and "jazzed up" (that was the theme). sucks to be me though cause i was fighting them cramps the whole night. geezus....i need to quit it!

im so excited about volunteering at the children's hospital in oakland this summer! believe it or not, its my first kind of "work experience" ever. again....BRAT.