i need a vent session. solitude...its a good thing sometimes

so everyone just left for the PCN afterparty. the "pre-party" was actually at our place and we got a call from the manager, whatever though cause we're not staying here next year....the party looks like fun. i dont know why i decided not to go. oh well...its rare that i get some time to myself. hmmm....

:inhale, exhale:

right now im feeling things i DONT want to feel and thinking things i DONT want to think....i have a feeling karma is gonna hit me soon. God works things out in his own way...i trust in him...

i wanna be saved