feels good and weird at the same time...i feel like i have to be studying or reading. whatever.

so far its been fuuuuuuuuun! right after my last final on friday, roel took me, madel, sherlyn, and val to valley fair, a mall in san jose, to go shopping. i was waaay too tired to shop. the only thing i bought was food : / plus that mall is freakin HUGE. afterwards he took us to his high school and then we chilled at inn n out for awhile in union city. great stuff ; >

saturday i drove roel's car for the first time....i seriously was shaking and my heart was beating. his lexus is his "girlfriend" and i was NOT about to fck that up. took me forever to parallel park. haha..all i had to do was drop him off and pick him up from his final thats like 2 minutes away. afterwards we headed to emeryville to chill. madel and sherlyn stayed in to do work so it was just us two. it was cool...we had a date ;> we ate at california pizaa kitchen for the first time and it was darn good! then shopped a little for his parents. later that night he went home and i went with norwin, norman, val, madel, sherlyn, and christina to bindlestiff. it's a little studio that filipinos run and put on shows in SF. then we norwin to took us to golden gate park where this haunted lake is. i was FCKN SCARED. seriously....its past midnight and we're in a dark, forest, lake place where none of us knew where we were going. the roads were freakin scary too. and theyre little dumbasses got out of the van to take pictures. all i kept saying was..."norwin please keep driving"! geezus..i was all over madel in the back screaming. NEVER was i soo scared. but ill admit it was fun too...