WHOA...its already my last week here in SD. weeeird i tell ya! i have all these feelings...i guess its finally hitting me that im not gonna be seeing my family again until thanksgiving. gets me all sad. little darius is beginning his bell bopper years....edwin has his all-male performances and stuff....dang, i hate thinking about my brothers growing up without me around. especially darius. lately ive been looking at him all surprised at how tall he's getting. i bet when i get back he'll be my height already. haha...then i'll really be the shortest of the family. oh gosh...i better stop this. im just gonna put myself in the homesick mode before i even leave.

anyways...hmm...maan, what the heck is wrong with me?! i think im just PMS'n. i hate the feeling when the tiniest thing will piss me off....then i get all grumpy and dont wanna talk to anyone. lately ive been feeling just hella mellow...argh...whatever. ill just go. peace.