im bored waiting til 3:30 so i can leave for my ortho appointment..

you know what's funny? all the girls on my floor are soo lonely! maan..including me! we're dorks. we always have talks about guys in my room...geez..ya know? hahah..it's weird..so then of course we start talking about love and shit. i remember my cousin asking me if i have ever been "in love." last month i probably would have said yes. but now...i don't know....i dont know what it was....cause if i was "in love" wouldn't i have felt MORE LOVE and LESS HURT? well i think so...we all wanna fall "in love" but we can't go out there looking for it, right? so in the meantime i guess its good to just have fun! well that's what i'm doing...enjoy the single life! "you cant hurry love!" but if and WHEN i DO fall "in love"...i know it will be REAL. it's like that one song "endless love".... "when i fall in love, it will be forever. or i'll never fall in love." right now...i guess all we can do is think about it...SIGH...you know what song i'm in love with? ryan tedder's "the look"...download it...my next b/f is gonna sing it to me on his guitar...hahahaha..sike JP ;p

ok...i dont' know what i'm talking about. sorry guys...this must sound like mad, dramatic pms girl shit...haha. i know it came out of no where..but yea..whatever. ok bye